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Wednesday, October 5, 2005
 Last Night
Last night was like ultra awesome. I watched part of the Undertaker's dvd, which is awesome for the part that I've seen so far. I watched the part in Advent Childrens where Sephiroth kicks Cloud's ass but Cloud pulls off a very smooth Ominislash. I was listen to my FFX soundtrack and the best part about the night was I was able to talk to RobinWitch. It was awesome. I had Juno Cell on the phone with me and he was well himself. A nut as usual. I'm pumped and fired up today because it was just that awesome. Hopefully I can talk to her again. Well later.
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005
 What Do We Fight For?
This is something I've been wondering for awhile but I didn't really get all deep into it until saw Advent Childrens. I mean just sitting there watching the movie got me thinking. What do we fight for? Is it for love, power, to obtain, to destroy, or just because? Or better yet, why fight at all when in the end your hand may be raised as the victor but in reality there is no winner? Its kinda of puzzling really because there are so many view points on this topic. I fight only to protect. I fight for the future I wish to have for myself and the people I care about. What do you guys fight for?
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Poem #26
I'm not really starting back the whole putting poems up on the site thing because haven't really wrote much but this I felt like I had to put it up. Hope you guys like it.
Lullaby
Hush my love now
don't you cry.
I'll be right here
by your isde.
In my arms, I'll
hold you tight, like
a baby dreaming tonight.
Because you're my girl,
I'll be your knight and
give my best each and
every time.
As my lips kiss your
beautiful soul, I drift
and dream about the
days we'll hold.
As my eyes look upon
your smile, you cleanse
each of my pains that
I have inside.
My tainted soul was
dark and cold, but
your pure soul has
made me whole.
The flames inside me
burn like a phoenix.
You've given me more
than just mere feelings.
As I wake up
from this dream, I
hope you'll be here
actually waiting on me.
I hope I could sing
this to you my love.
This is your lullaby
written by me and
sadly it has to end...
right now.
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Friday, September 30, 2005
Just Thinking
I was just thinking about something. If you love somebody, there is no reason to hold back who you are right? Are you willing to give it your all no matter what the consequences are? I mean how far are you willing to go for love? I mean I know what I want. I'm hoping to be the best that I can be to the girl that I love but what if thats not enough? I don't know I love her which is suprising because I never thought I could really feel this way about anyone ever again but I see its possible. I'm willing give my all no matter what the sacrifices are. Thats is my goal and I plain to do that if that means seeing and being with her. I wonder. How do you guys feel about this. Love that is? Later.
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Need Some Help
I need to know how in the wiggle world do I put a movie clip or something on my site? Its starting to become a nusaince. I would really appreciate it if you guys can help me in that department. Later.
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Advent Children
I got Advent Childrens for my bday and watched it. It was awesome. Saw it again last night and enjoyed it even more. I love that movie. This one is WAY better than the Spirits Within crap. I'm hoping I can fet a clip or trailer or something put on my site. I recommend that every FF lover or fan or anime fan period should watch it. Its that damn good. Later.
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Real Folk Blues
The Real Folk Blues
length: 6:17 minutes
disk: Mini Album "Vitaminless"
music by: Yoko Kanno
vocals: Mai Yamane
musicians:The Seatbelts
info: The ending theme for all but the last episode. For some reason, I didn't like this song the first time I heard it. Go figure!
sessions: 1 - 25
lyrics: by Yoko Kanno -
In Japanese:
[from Anime Lyrics.com]
Aishiteta to nageku niwa
Amarinimo toki wa sugite shimatta
Mada kokoro no hokorobi wo
Iyasenu mama kaze ga fuiteru
Hitotsu no me de asu o mite
Hitotsu no me de kinou mitsumeteru
Kimi no ai no yurikagode
Mo ichido yasurakani nemuretara
Kawaita hitomi de dareka naite kure
*The real folk blues
Honto no kanashimi ga shiritai dake
Doro no kawa ni tsukatta
Jinsei mo waruku wa nai
Ichido kiri de owaru nara
Kibou ni michita zetsuboto
Wanagashikakerareteru kono chansu
Nani ga yoku te warui no ka
Koin no omoi to kuramitaita
Dore dake ikireba iyasareru no darou
The real folk blues
Honto no yorokobi ga shiritai dake
Hikaru mono no subete ga
Ougen to wa kagiranai
* repeat
In English
[from Anime Lyrics.com]
Too much time has passed by to
Lament that we were deeply in love
The wind still blowing, while my heart
Cannot heal all the tears in it
One side of my eyes see tomorrow,
And the other one see yesterday
I hope I could sleep in the cradle of your love, again
Someone, cry for me with parched eyes.
*The real folk blues
I only want to know what true sadness is
Sitting in muddy water
Isn't such a bad life
It ends after the first time.
Hopeless hope,
And the chance with traps
What is right, or wrong
It's like a both side of a coin
How long I must live till I release?
The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real pleasure
All that glitters is not gold
*repeat
I found the lyrics to Real Folk Blues in both Japanesse and English. I like this song alot because it kinda describes how I felt at one time. Later.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Sucky Day
Well my day so far has been relatively sucky but it did get a slight spark in it on my 3rd period. I'm a library aide on 3rd and a class was in there on the computers. Well I had just finally got my cd that had that song on ffx that is played when Tidus plays blitzball and Zanarkand is attacked by Sin and also played when you fight Jetch. Well its a hard rock song so I felt like blasting it because I was bored. Well it was table of dip shits who heard it because it was just that loud. One of them comes over and asks me "Whatcha listening to?" My response "Nothing you would comprehend." "But what is it?" "Its rock music." "I know that." "Its pure heavy rock." "Who made it?" Now at this moment he is really starting to piss me off. So I told him "Its a japanesse group." I wasn't sure so I fed if that. "What are they doing? Speaking Chinesse" After that comment I put back on my headphones. So he decided to bounce around front of the desk like a ass really. It was kinda intresting really. So after a certain point I just took my headphones back off and asked "Are you done?" "No." So I started to talk to Capricious Tyrant in like code. He didn't catch on which was funny really. I kinda felt like spearing the living daylights out of his ass but he wasn't worth it. Well later.
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Monday, September 26, 2005
Been Thinking
I've been thinking a lot about my decision to leave. I've come to realize that what I'm searching for is not a person in the past but a person here in the present, which I've found. To atone for my past mistakes is something I wish to do but I cannot let my life stop just because of the past. There is like a person here who has made me realize all of this with just the words she said. She is who I've found. I always thought that I wasn't ready for a relationship but its something about her that makes me feel comfortable. At ease and I love it. I ain't giving know names to who it is unless she wants it all to be known. Later.
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
 Its Time
Its time I told you guys whats been up with me. Around this time for the past 5 years my heart gets like this. I become broken. 5 years ago tomorrow it would have been the day I lost somebody. Somebody very important to me. My first love. We got together on my bday and she died on my bday. Committed suicide to be exact. My heart is stronger than most when it comes to this but at the same time it is weak. Unsure. Full of emotions from the past that cannot be reclaim. Thats where the void in my heart comes in at. Thats where my desire to want somebody else in my heart comes in. Remember I told you guys I went away and meditated. Yeah I was real deep into it because I saw her and we talked. She knows how my heart feels, even in death. Every time the wind blows I feel her presence. She wants me to be happy and not be stuck in the past. Life has thrown so many curve balls at me that I don't how long I can stand but hell those balls won't kill me. Why? Because with her here in my heart showing me my path to who I am I can't die. I'm not like Matt Hardy but fucking stronger. I'm not fully there at that point yet to who I am but I am closer now. To be honest though, I still have to leave. But I will tell you this, GOLDENKNIGHT WILL NOT FUCKING DIE!!!!!!! Thank you guys. Later.
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