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• 1988-09-22
Gender
• Male
Location
• In front of a computer
Member Since
• 2004-06-10

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Achievements
• Haven't really achieved much in my life.
Anime Fan Since
• 1994
Favorite Anime
• Trigun, Full Metal Alchemist, DBZ, Ronin Warriors, Cowboy Bebop and a whole lot of other stuff.
Goals
• I haven't set any lately.
Hobbies
• Just doing whatever.
Talents
• Dont have a whole lot of talents.

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Monday, June 20, 2005

Poem #22
Well here is my first poem in awhile huh. Well here ya go.

Sleepless NIght

I lay down to go to sleep
but my mind begins to
wonder off and I start
to think about you and in
this moment I know its
going to be another sleepless
night.
All my mind has to do is
say your name and my
body feel chills from the
top of my spine to the
tip of my toes.
I close my eyes and
all I can do is think
about the moments we've
had since we met
throughout this sleepless
night.
I begin to toss and turn
just thinking about the
way I could love you
pass midnight on sleepless
nights like this.
I get up and looking ot
my window at the moon
I think about how crazy
you've made me, with
the stars shining bright
just like your eyes.
On this sleepless night
I can't stop thinking
about you, from the lips
where all heaven purs out
to those hips that move
like crazy when you dance
on stage.
It's just another sleepless
night for me but in this
night I've realized that I
truly love you and that
you are who I want to be
with.

Um let me think. I think I can post a few more. Later.
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I'm Back
In the words of the Rock, Finally the Goldenknight has come back...... home. I'm back but not like I was before. I won't be on everyday. Just here and there. Nothing much here. You know what I just realized. I've been here as the Goldenknight for a year now. almost two years if you add in my time as Wing. Um summer has been a drag so far but whatever. Um let post up some poems right fast. I'll be back.
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Friday, May 27, 2005

Last Post
Hey. Nothing much here. Um I'm enjoying CT's bday party right now. Um as you guys know this is my last post for awhile. I mean I might be on here and there but I'm just saying that this is it for awhile. Don't be all sad or whatever. You guys mean a lot to me, but at this point and time things must come to an end. Guess what guys don't worry. The Goldenknight shall return and protect like I said in my introduction. Well for awhile this is it. Later. Goldenknight out.
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Monday, May 23, 2005

4 More Days After Today
Well guys school is almost out here. Only 4 more days after today. Here's where the screwed up part comes in at. I'm not going to be at the otaku that much during the summer. So I guess you can say that I'm leaving and won't be back for a while. Um I'm just going to enjoy these last four days with you guys. Well later.
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Friday, May 20, 2005

Nightmare
Um like I said I was going to come back and explain that poem. Um for past few nights I've been having this same dream over and over. Ok it like starts off with me just wandering through nothing but darkness by myself. Thats not the scary part. I'm used to that. Anywho, while I was roaming around in the darkness the ground or something just opened up. I was stuck in this like ice cold lake. Then all my friends were around it laughing. I kept coming up asking for help but everyone one stick out their hands and then take it back once I got really close and they kept laughing. The water was freezing and I could actually feel the chill going across my spine as I slept. Then all of a sudden the water turned really hot, as if it was like a gyser getting ready to blow. My body started to cook and everyone was still laughing. All the pain that I had ever felt started to pull me under and everyone who was laughing left. I screamed and thats when I woke up. Sweat was running down my face and my pillow was soak and wet. I was scared and I still am. *screams loudly* I don't want to be the loner anymore. I'm scared because I don'twant to become what I was before. Lost, empty, in pain. Everything!!! My friends wouldn't turn their backs on me would they? You guys wouldn't would you? I don't know. That dream just sticks out in my head. I don't want to go back. I can't. I think thats it. Oh yeah. I don't think I'll posting anymore poems for awhile. Later.
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Poem #21
I'll explain this later right now I'm just posting it. Here ya go.

Echoed Dream

The past few nights I
have suffered through
the same echoed
dream.
This echoed dream keeps
repeating itself like the
hallow screams of a
person in pain that
goes unheard.
This echoed dream has
left me scared, lost
and confused.
Almost as if I'm
empty and alone.
My heart has felt
a lot of pain that
I'm able to fight
through.
But if what the
echoed dream keeps
showing me is true,
will I ever be able
to keep going through
life?

I'll be back in a few. Gotta report to Chemistry class right now. Later.

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Poem #20
Finally decided to go ahead and post my 20th poem. It was kinda hard to choose which one but eh what hell. So I decided to post the poem that I had to do for class. It was for floetry in my English class. There is profane language in it because the teacher said we could use it just don't over do it. Here ya go

A Woman

Men, who has brought us into
this world with no form
of regret what so ever?
Men, who will remain by your
side, even if we do become
giant ass clowns?
Men, whose touch is the only
touch that can soothe our
aching hearts?
Nobody else but a woman, so
tell me why we treat our
women the way we do?
Tell me why a woman can give
up everything just for us,
but we treat them like shit
or worst than the ground
we walk on?
Men tell me why we are so
quick to be hypocritical
towards our women?
They cheat once and she's
labeled a slut but we
do it and we are praised
for it?
Men tell me why we can fuck
a woman, get her pregnant, and
then once she has the kid we
leave her high and dry?
Do we do that because deep down
we are nothing but spineless
cowards who can't even man
up to their responsibilities?
Why are we so scared to let a
woman claim her rightful
place in our society?
Is it because we are so ignorant
and full of pride or is it that
we are scared to become an
underling to a woman?
Why men are we afraid of the
independent woman?
Is it because she knows that
so called game we try to
spit or is it because deep
down we know that women can do
just fine without us?
Well if that's the case then
become actual men because just
getting your dick sucked
doesn't constitute you as a
man.
Guys remember that a woman
brought us into this world
and they can take us out of
it.

Well that's it. I'm still pissed and all that anger of mine has made me really sleepy. Later.
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Your soul is dead.
You've probably been through one too many rough
times in your life which has eaten you up from
the inside. Now there's nothing more to eat
from since you just don't care anymore. Life is
meaningless and you live it like a zombie. The
good thing though is that you cant be hurt,
since you are so distant from the emotional
world. Love is something you dont understand or
just dont remember. If it was up to you, your
life would already be over, but it doesn't make
you suicidal. You are probably alone most of
the time, looking at the world with a blank
stare. The yearning to feel alive and be happy
has simply gone away. What's left now is only
the shell of what used to be you.

How is your soul?(pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

Again with the pic of girls. Man can't they get something that fits the guys with these pics. Anywho I think this kinda fits me. Later.
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Pissed Off!!!
By the way I put it in the subject, you guys know how I feel right now. I'm fucking pissed. I had to do some stage crew duties last night for the seniors when they did their class day thingy. I was the only person on stage crew because everyone else had to work so I worked the sound equipment for the first time. Well it was time to go and I just shut everything off. Came back this morning and a teacher was looking for me and I had to go talk to the principal about the equipment. Come to find out the fucking brand new mixer we got to control the sound was fucking stolen. Everyone is questioning about the shit. I have no fucking use for a mixer!!! This is so frustrating because everyone put their trust in me and I was supposed to be in charge of the equipment and I blew it big time. Everyone is telling me not to worry about it because I did everything that everyone asked of me on such short notice and that I did a great job. If thats so then why don't I feel happy about this? Well later.
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Poem #19
I was thinking a lot about some stuff and this poem came up in my head. Its revolving around my friends and how much I'll miss them when we are gone. Here ya go.

End of the Road

We have come so
far to reach this
point, knowing that
this day would come.
The day we say
goodbye and its
the end of the
road.
We've grown so much
since we first formed
our click.
We've treated each other
like brothers in a
big family but its
still the end of
the road.
We've travelled this
road for the past
few years and we've
shared each others
pain as if it was
our own.
No matter how
anybody puts it, its
still the end of
the road.
The years have come
and gone, people
have left us, we have
felt the pain and
happiness of love,
and all the dumb stuff
we've will not be
forgotten.
The end of the road
may be here, but
in my heart our
friendship will never
end.

Um so yeah. I really care about my friends. I'm willing to give up my life for them. You know Terra Zero, Viscous 2, and Capricous Tyrant have been there for me from the begining. So have my other friends. Thats including all you guys here at the otaku. Giving the chance, I would give up my life a thousand times over just to protect all of you guys. I mean thats how I care about my friends. I don't have too many so I cherish those who I do have. I seem to be rambling on about nothing. Um gotta go. Later.
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