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Friday, April 22, 2005

   Explain to me....
I'm kinda confused right now. What is it that women want right now? I mean do that like the nice guy thing? Just so you know this is pertaining to the person I told you guys about. I mean why is that guy, like myself, can put his all into creating something, put all of his feelings and everything that he is into making something happen but a girl doesn't want a guy like me? I mean I know I'm not the best looking guy but my personality shines through all that. I mean I really love that girl. I mean with everything. I feel kinda dead right now because I feel as though I did everything I could muster and yet she is still stuck on some guy who broke her heart big time, which occurred over a year ago. I don't open up to many people and I don't say I love you unless I mean it but it sucks that every time I take down that wall around and every time I get these deep feelings for someone I get hurt big time in the end. I feel as though a lot of times I'm destinied to live in the darkness of my own mind never to really feel love or ever be with somebody. I mean I can't change who I am, but dammit I can show a true side of me that can be very special. I dont know. Just can somebody explain this to me? Later.
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