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Monday, May 9, 2005

Poem #12
This poem kinda tells about how I felt when I was trying to get with. Yeah the one that is kinda put me in this mood about love and true love and all that crap. She was kinda indecisive and I tried to help see what was in front of her but it didn't help. Well here ya go.

Standing Here

Standing here in front
of you is not just
another guy.
Standing here in front
of you is me and
everything I'm willing
to give.
Standing here in front
of you is someone
who sees you as an
equal but in his own
heart something greater.
Standing here in front
of you is someone
who wants to put
your heart at ease
but isn't given the
chance to.
I grow weary from just
standing here but I
said I would wait
forever.
But sometimes I feel as
though I need to walk
away because forever
can never really come
nor can it end.
Standing here, though
tired and drained,
I await for that one
day where I am
finally given your
heart and someone can
show you how you
should be loved.

Well I think that's it for the poems today. I'm really thinking alot about stuff right now. I really want to open up but there is like this big wall here that just doesn't allow me to do that. I hate being hurt and rejected and all that stuff after revealing all that I am to someone. I don't really trust others that much really. You DTA. Don't Trust Anybody. I just enclose myself into a shell and keep everything bottled up. It's my style. Like Squall said in FF8, I like when people think I don't care about others and all that stuff. Well I got nothing else to say right now. Later.
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