Thursday, September 29, 2005

   Tulpa
In Tibetan mysticism, a tulpa is a being or object which is created through sheer willpower alone. The concept was brought to the West in the 19th century by Alexandra David-Neel, who claimed to have created a tulpa in the image of a jolly, Friar Tuck-like monk which later developed a life of its own and had to be destroyed. Many authors and artists have since used tulpas in their works, both in the context of fiction and in writing about mysticism. Horror author Clive Barker, for example, envisioned his famous "Candy Man" killer to be nothing more then a myth gone terribly awry in his original story.

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So I am thinking, ghosts? I dunno. I was thkning about this for a while today, and its like, if you can create a whole other person inside of you (skitzos), why couldn't you do that outside of your body?

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

   Hercules! I wont say I'm in love!
Now playing....

Meg:
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!

Muses:
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

Meg:
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

Muses:
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

Meg:
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

Muses:
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

Meg:
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no

Muses:
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

Meg:
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

Muses:
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love

Meg:
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

Muses:
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

Meg:
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love


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Monday, September 26, 2005

   Good art, bad appendixes
Hey, as you can see I got a new theme. There's this awesome art site you all will probably like called epilogue.net. Well, my Mom and one of my best friends got surgery Friday, it was quite a scare! But they're okay! Yay! My friend Kirby called to tell me I was next in line. How.....sweet? Hehehe.
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

   AUGH!
MyOtaku keeps dissapearing and appearing at will, so if I am nto getting to your sites, I'm sorry. Um I jsut read Fruits Basket 1 and 2 today and I really like it, I can't wait to borrow more. Well gotta run, I feel like this site is a lion thats gunna snap off my E-hand.
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

   Sorry Officer!
Hehehe. So have you ever had one fo those days where you are jaywalkig and the officer goes to pull a U-turn and he slams into another car, making the accident party your fault.... No? I hadn't either till today... Heheheh, no one was hurt or anything, but the guys car who got hit works for Childrens Hostpital, which totally validates my pass to Hell. I felt terrible but it was at the same time insanly amusing.
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

   Sliding practice
The first is from getting hit.

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Um more boy stuff
Okay I realize I may have sounded shallow yesterday, but I didn't think takling about my potential suitors sparkling personality really fit with the playfulishnes of my last post. Well he's incredibly funny, and treats me wonderfully.

Also, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I know quite a few people who dont think hes a manly hunk of sexiness.

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Boys, arent they silly?!
So I sort of like [am obsessed with] this boy[extremely beautful hunk of manliness] and I hope[sacrafice small animals to Venus] that he likes[wants to f*ck] me too.

Yeah... teheeheee. We're pretty good friends now, and you never-ever,ever know. I'll get his picture up eventually, without his permission of course, and pray Clio doesnt let him wander on here.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   And aliens dont exist...phsaw

Thats who and her daughter?
Oh.
Ew....

It came from planet thing....WRAWRRRRz!
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

   Wait, this is how I get what?
*Birdcall*
It echoes back in a very non-echoey place.
"CA CAW?"
....."Ca cawwwwwwww"
Dude that has to be him.
It was.
It was one of the funnest nights of my life. Hanging out with some of my best friends, playing soccer in the parkway of a busy street, climlbing fences, being out late at night, 7-11 and a lot of penis jokes. I love my friends.

My Saturday rocked.
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