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Sunday, July 17, 2005


   I'm BACK!
Okay so heres what I'm gunna do, I'm going to copy the stuff I wrote in my journal while I was on the trip and post it here.


So I finally met Rusty [internet friend] He's so fuckin awesome. Our conversations were a little blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, but I mean I still had a SUPER! time. It was so embarrasing though, my Dad comes into talk with him for a second time and Dad is totally smashed, so my cheeks flush and I look away, it was humiliating that he was so obviously drunk. So he leaves and I muster up the courage to look at Rus, and I just mouth "Hes drunk" and Rusty goes "Theres no need to be embarrassed, its fine." It was such a relief. Then TIMES UP, so I ask Rusty if I can give him a hug (hes shy about PDAs)and it was so safe, it was like when you take a hot shower after being out in the snow or rain, it was so comforting. I felt protected in a way. [Keep in mind none of this is like sexual at all, hes 21, which is a helluva lot older then me.] So thats it and I'll post more tommorow.

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