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Sunday, February 10, 2008
-groan- Drowning in self pity... xP
What once was the busy, teeming with life mind of mine is now a barren, lifeless eggshell, unable to hold any inspiration, unable to dream up or sustain any vision. I have lost all of my creative ability!
Please don't tell me that I haven't because I've received enough of that talk. It is simply physically not possible for me to draw any more. It doesn't turn out.
And this is no simple artist's slump either. My characters up and left my mind the other day. Normally, they are almost tangible people to me: I can understand their feelings and figure out what they would be in a given situation. They even talk to me at times. It is a little odd and impossible to explain. But I had to quit a couple roleplays. I feel all lonely now without them.
And... she tried to cheer me up by making a joke out of it. I entirely understand... it does sound pretty stupid, doesn't it? And it was worth a shot, I guess. But the problem is... all my other friends heard my problem as a joke, so they just think it's a joke and there isn't anything wrong at all.
Well... I'm just a selfish jerk, that's what I am.
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