Saturday, December 10, 2005

ok update time.....
man you people need to see my other sites, they are a lot more interesting.
anywho not much goin on, me and Dan are on the rocks, workin shit out with him, he confuses me sometimes.

anyway, gotta go to work, don't want to. been bored, watch Invader Zim all day pritty much, had way to much coffie this moring, still suffering the after affects, Java blows!
ok g2g
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Monday, November 21, 2005

well so fare not so bad.

me and BF are just fine, he's decided he wants to change his look to get a job (you kinda can't find a job when you have a blue mohawk and seven facial pericings ^_^) so he cut off his mohawk and it went back to its original black color. he's probly going to keep some of the peircings, but not all of them. his parents are happy about it.

as for me, i've been working a lot, i heard from my friend Bryan the other day and it made me happy, i missed him! he's probly going to come and visit soon.

i also talked to my friend Jade, i missed her too, i haven't seen her in forever. she's good, she got a new BF that she is happy with, its much better than the other one.

I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!! and a car, yay i get to drive myself around now, my poor parents can't take carting me everywhere anymore ^_^. gas is the killer!

i get to go to europe next year before i graduate. i'm excited. i get to go to Italy, France, Belgium, and Spain.
HURRAY! NO DRINKING AGE THERE!!!!!
oh jeez!

wish me luck!
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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

wow haven't posted on this thing i forever!!!

ok lets see here whats up with me??

well i'm working all the time, hanging with my friends and all the good stuff. school is in sestion and i'm having fun with that.

i got myself mixed up with this guy that has a girlfriend. and yea, we hooked up and things got messy and we are still hooking up and its turned into an adiction.....but whatever


OOOOO i got the compleat box set of Trigun the other day and i've done nothing but watch it!!!! i'm on disk 4 of 8 and hope to be done by friday!!!

Saturday is our homcoming, that should be fun, i'm going wiht my friend Erin so i should have fun, friends gotta stick together, i've gone with a date the past few times and i decided to go with a friend this time for kicks.

wish me luck and fun!

gotta go to work now

bye!
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Monday, August 8, 2005

its come to my attention that life is a death trap to those who try to figure it out....

people spend their hole lives trying to find the secret to happyness in life and they are eventually swallowed up but the sad and twisted truth......

life......myfeinds...is a burden we all must face in the dark...its better left that way

we must all bite that hard silver bullet and close our eyes and walk through the dark path with nothing but some money in our pocket, and the shirt on our back....

if we are lucky, we find others who can walk with us through the long dark path so it doesn't seem to dark and lonely.

for those people who do find others to walk with them, and if they never ask the stupid questions like "why are we here " or "what is the meaning of life?" they will suceed in the splender of true happyness and long-jebitie!
spirituality has always been a real past-time of mine. i call it a past-time because its less of something to celebrate, and more of something to study with great prejadice.
the spirit and the body are two different things, the body is a shell, a lifeless hulk of a mask surronded by rubber skin, thick sticky blood, and millions of cells that serve no real perpose if you think about it......
the spirit however, is the most complex and alive part of anything, everything has or has had a spirit at one point or another.......that my friends, is the real keeper of life.....our souls

one might ask what brought on my sudden need for wisdom, and i will say.......how the fuck should i know? ^_^ its my brain, i live with it, doesn't mean i have to understand it ^_^

nighty night!
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

I MET SOMEONE!!!!!
hes a really cute guy. i met him at my best friend's mom's wedding.

hi name is Aaron. He's so cute, hes coming to see me tomarrow!!! YAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, July 10, 2005

well ppl, it appears i'm not making to many friends lately, not sure why but its a little weird, normally i'm a very friendly person, but sudden;y this bitch comes out of no where and decides to pick on me..............alrighty then! ^_^

anyway...........i don't know what i did to them but whatever, its their problem, something must have crawled up their fat asses and died, and they are callin gme ugly??? umm they have never seen me, how would they know?? so confused...........why with the hate?

CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG!!!!!!!!!??????????
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Saturday, July 9, 2005

when is life suposed to get easier?? i'm having so much trouble in my love life it ain't even funny....this guy i was with for a long time....he just won't let me go, and he is trying to hurt me......it bugs me so bad that someone would do that....it gets to me and i hate the fact that it does. he shouldn't bother me so bad....and these damn recuring dreams don't make shit better either........it makes it worse. he came onto my other web site last night and left a comment on my site...i hated it, the fact that he came on to leave a comment just beccuase he knows it gets under my skin.....that bothers the hell out of me, damn it.........GURRRRRRR
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Monday, July 4, 2005

man, no one comes here to give me comments anymore........*sobs* ok i'm over it.
alright, things have been so crazy with me lately, my ex, who healed the knife to my throat.....well, i have been having reocuring dreams about him, all the time.
for some reason, i just can't help but love him still, when we were together we were so in love and it was nothing but true bliss.....so what happened? why did we get so hateful of each other and stuff?
we still love each other, i know he does, his friends say he does nothing but talk about me all the time and wonder what i'm doing. and i love him so much. i know i do, otherwise i wouldn't have these dreams

BUT, i am NOT getting beack with him, it just can't happen anymore, i just can't keep doing this to myself.

and so i won't
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Monday, June 20, 2005

ok, a lot has happened

i dumped my boyfriend after he heild a knife to my throat and threatened himself and me. it was this huge problem......

i found out i'm still madly, crazy, head over heels in love with my ex and he still loves me too.
BUT......he has a girlfriend and i have a new boyfriend........
it isn't faire!!!!! i still love him and everything and its just not right if we still care about each other so much. i mean, the girl he is with doesn't care about him like i do (i dont really know this but i just thought about it for a while) i have to call him today and i hope it goes ok and i dont end up making a fool of myself......
ok well

bye bye
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

TIME TO UPDATE!!!
lol ok a lot has happened, for a while i was grounded from the comp so i couldn't get on. then i forgot to update for a while but here i am, updating. i met this really cute guy. he has been takin me out to places and i think he likes me (duh) lol so i hope that works out. i crashed a dirt bike into a tree (i'm ok)
my best friend got hit by a car (she's ok too)

oo watching TV, very distracted.
got the new Seather Cd and the Hawthorne Hights Cd. love them. and now i am just updating and stuff. yea, my band has been going well, got some new songs all writen up and stuff so yea, cool
ok bye bye
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