Thursday, April 28, 2005

song stress
i'm trying to write a new song but i have some writers block. thi sis what i got so fare

you see me alone in your shadow,
but what do you care?
i could be screaming so loud,
and never once would you dare
is it ok fo rme to stay so invisable,
why do i let myself be takin down by you
i don't understand why you have to be so cold,
what do you exspect me to say when i don't know what to do


and thats it. thats all i got. i'm stuck.....crap!
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

well i'm back from vacation.
it was fun.
the guy i was interested in has a gf now but i'm not worried about it. i like being single for now.
anyway....
its all good
ok, not much to say.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

well, i'm in North Carolina right now.
bored.......still working with my guitar.
even though my band mates are all the way in New York, doesn't mean i shouldn't practice.
Anyway, i miss my friends really bad, and a speacial cretian someone i have had my eye on for a very long time. I just found out he might actually like me so its worth a shoot. He did call me yesterday so maybe there is hope!

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

ok sitting here playing my guitar playing a song that makes me cry and think alot about my life "Behind Blue Eyes" (Limp Bisket) it relates a lot to my life. I always feel singled out by people in life and often find myself alone. Infact, if it wasn't for my friends, i don't think i would still be here. I was suicidal at one point and things got bad. and well yea thats about it.
oh and if you wanna know more about me and my lfie and stuff (because i update it more) go to
www.xanga.com/Broken_Beaten_Bleeding
its my site and you can see a pic of me!
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   I'm in such a good mood today (to be explained to those who wish to know intamite details of my life)
anyway i'm bouncing around my room listening to the Darkness "i belive in a thing called love" i love that song!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

I'm so upset today. I have been hurt by someone really bad and it sucks. I wish that person would go away. He hurts me a lot, he says some pretty mean stuff.




I just wish i could get over him.
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   The Phantom of the Opera
OH MY GOD!! I have discovered a new love, and people, it IS The Phantom of the Opera. I saw the movie and i own the soundtrack (infact i'm singing to it RIGHT NOW!!!!) and MY GOD that Phantom is HOT! Yep, he's the perfect guy for me
#1. The mystery- i love mysterious guys (i'm hooked on them)
#2. The hottness- have you people seen this man? YEOWSA!!!
#3. The voice- he's got this incredable singing voice and this sexy speaking voice that honestly makes me turn into a little puddle of me on the floor when i hear it (i love deep voices)
#4. The opera- i've always been a HUGE fan of opera
#5. ok lets just face it ladies, HE'S SMOKIN!!!!!!!
I think i my be in love! (little hearts float around her head as she drifts into a fantasy where she is Christen (god i evny her) and she totally forgest Rauol and lets the Phantom carry her away to a life of love, lust, and fantasy)
Oh i'm such a romantic!*grins* i can't help myself sometimes! align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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Saturday, April 2, 2005

Ok i feel better, I've been goin through i rough week.
But i am all good now.
lol ok well not much more to write. BYE!
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Friday, April 1, 2005

   ummm, ok you guys are not going to believe this but i figured out how to do the comment thing....he he...teehee ^_^ ok yea that was totaly a bloned moment i will admit but hey, its not like you guys didn't get a kick out of it right?
anywa, broke up with my bf today. He crossed a HUGE line with me so i figured "ok buddy, its time for you to go now" and POOF! Gone! lol
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Shit just keeps getting crappier, and crappier and crappier.

I hate my life right now. And i hate everyone esle's lifes (no affense)
and people LEAVE ALL COMMENTS ON GUESTBOOK AND PRIVATE MESSAGES!!! because i haev no idea hwo to check the comments on the posts
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