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Friday, December 7, 2007


   SO
Havent posted in awhile.
I lied. Tony and i were going to go out, didnt happen.
Carl faked his death....we tried to go out again, didnt work though.

RIGHT NOW,
a marine man, 18, respectful, gorgeous, hilarious and a wonderful storyteller caught my eye.
hes 6"5' and im 5"0' ...ha.....sucks.
but he has the most beautiful eyes, brown curly hair and adorable smile ie ever seen.
I truly fel blessed. :)


QUESTIONS:
What do you think or the national guard in general?
Carl, Tony, or Robert?
What do you plan for the holidays?

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007


   Tony
Carl and i went WAY seperate ways.
He threatened himself and me.
faked death.
now switched schools and homes like a pansy.

I'm over it.
And right now im NO longer confused about who I love!

What i had for arl was a crush, hardocre puppy love if you will...

But tony and I, the father of my beautiful son and i are back together! :D

GAHHHHH


Opinions?

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Friday, November 16, 2007


   Heartbreak.
Carl Frank Murdock and I broke up.

I am NOT going to fucking rehab anymore. Screw that.

Joey is going to stay in new hampshire.

Tony wants me back.

I'm confused.

Im heartbroken.

I need help....
Im begging here.

~Lacey.

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Monday, November 12, 2007


   Falling from mentality.
I'm undergoing rehabilitation in a few days. For self injury, substance abbuse, eating disorders, pyscho therapy, and irrational behavior with suicidal tendancies.

I 'm going for a few months, but will be allowed on ONLY the otaku. I need you guys now..more than ever. I'm doing this for my fiance, and my son Joey. (Yes. Son.)

My dear frioend Hannah is gling through some hard times, visit her site at priestesspower444 and wish her well. I love her dearly...And i need her to get through this. She has to.

All and all i've been doing ok...I got in a car crash, and i've been really shaken up by that.

Carl and I spend the weekend out of town. I lvoe him to death.

Sorry i sound so monotone...I'm so depressed. :/ ....

I love you guys, so much.

Comments would help sooth the soul....hinthint...lol.

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Sunday, November 4, 2007


   Inspired.
November! Time of fall and cold and snuggling with your lover. ^.^ truloy an inspiration, so new artwork will be up once my printer stops being a butt....D:

CARL AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED ON MAY 16TH.

I told my dear kira on here we'd wait...but we hoenstly are so in love. ^.^
Were thinking of having a baby. Not sure yet. Also moving in!!!! WOOTS!!!!!!

its been forever since ive been on here. lots has happened. does anyone remember tony? my ex? he was bugging me again, hardcore. he stopped for now though. ^.^ its really agrivating though, once i get over him and im fully focused on carl he starts shit up again. Has anyone done that to you/howd it make u feel?

Request!!!!

i have a few requests is people are taking them....anyone open?


Let me know w hats up with yopur lives!
Any new guy/girlfriends?
hows school/work/ chillin on your moms and dads couch?

update me yall! ^o^

i have a myspace now...0.o
any of my friends on here have one?

LOVE YOU GUYS.

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007


   Bisexual-Roses-Love-halloween
Bisexuality is a respectful culture. I am a bisexual girl who loves both men and women, finding BOTH equally sexy and loveable. Both i can picture having a family with, and marrying. This is my choice as a human being...That I am bisexual, and im never going to change. The point to this is that i've been getting harrased and abbused online about being a bisexual, and it IS scary coming out to new people, because they can either accept you, or hate you. Which are you? Be proud of who you are.

Roses- My first tattoo is going to be a beautiful black rose upon my wrist or ankle. anyone have ideas for detail?

Love- I am STILL in love with Carl :D and its been THREE MONTHS and i literally could not be happier. he makes me smile and feel so complete in ways that NO ONE else has ever made me feel.

Halloween- WHATRE PEOPLES PLANS FOR THE DAY OF THE DEAD?! WOOOTTAAANNNNG! Honor the day of the dead and offer some bread of fruit out on your porchsteps tonight. also visit the cemetary please.

LOVE YOU GUYS! UPDATE ME WITH YOUR LIVES!

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Saturday, October 6, 2007


   PIZZA, CAGES, BEST FRIENDS, MANSON!
Pizza- YUMYUNMYUMYUM. Ate some with Erika and Carl ^.^ BOW DOWN TO THE PIZZA.

Well, my fiance Carl is living with us ^^ !!!! It's amaziingly fun because now my best friend Erika apparently joined us so its like one big happy family...Kinda. Lol. We had to clean cages a few minutes ago. For those who know all the pets I own >.>

I'm so happy finally guys. I reached the point where i got so damn happy I have a fiance who's my muse, a best friend whos keeping me happy and making me smile! Lots of pictures will be up by the end of the week. No doubt about that ^.^

My friend brianna [KungPowChicken] helped me make a OC!!! Her name is Anne Vera Scarlight and she's best friends with chibi! ^^ I'm so excited to finish her bio picture.

Marilyn manson- True, i have a fiance...but i honest to GOD am in liove with this man. Can anyone make me a picture...? ^.^;

Love you guys!!!

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007


   RESULTS OF A FARIYTALE...
Well, let's start it off like this. Angel. Right? Good with faith, staying in grace...then SLAM. She falls. While she's a fallen angel, she meets this tall sport player. Falls in what she thought was love, but instead, a CURSE. Three years was she bound to him, and then...SHE BROKE LOOSE. Now, the girl was all fucked up you see, this "angel" turns to the Lord and the Lady, the "jesus" if you will, if Wicca. So the angel has turned into a devil worshipper. Which she isn't. but thats the label goin round.
THEN, someone just like this girl whos known her for YEARS picks her up off her feet, and shows her back to a path that is NEITHER evil or heavenly. So now is bound an fallen angel, and a devil child. She lives happily ever after into the arms of her beholder...And on September 23rd, 2007....HE ASKED TO MARRY HER. The two fairy tale lovers are now...

ENGAGED. IN LOVE. AND HAPPIER THAN EVER.

I am engaged yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I couldnt be happier.You have NO idea how much Carl means to me. I always had a feeling he could be the one, always knew it.

KIRA'S EFFING BACK ON THE OTAKU!!!! Life is good. I love you baby doll!

===QUESTIONS!===
Should i put up a new theme and avi on here? -.- i feel as though im old.

2. Which is your favorite holiday, and why?

3.Who is the celeb youve ALWAYS had a crush on?

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007


   Ramen, NEW PICTURE, Sadness, Love
RAMEN- Eating it all alone in my room. for I am grounded. And have nothing better to do. For i am miserable!

NEW PICTURE!!!!- Check it out...? Could use ideas, this pic is gonna be all i draw for awhile except for contest people.

Sadness- I hate highschool. I miss my Kira....I'm kinda lonely here on the O here now.

Love- Still in love people, i knew this was real!!!! I love him so damn much more and more with every breathe i take, we found out were each others heroine.

Shall write tomorrow.

LOVE YOU GUYS.

Questions:
1. Hows school going for you guys?
2. Will you go check the new pic? ^.^;
3. Whats your current fav song?

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007


   CONTEST.
I'm so fucking stupid for forgetting about my own contest. EVERY PERSON WHO HAS ENTERED WINS 2 PICTURES. my top fav 3 will be posted tomorrow and everyone will find out why they got 2 pics. i honestly think that u guys did something to deserve them. i love it.

i havent been doing too good.
been sick. suicidal. insane.
i found out i got OCD, ADD, anxiety depression and suicidal tendancies. ugh.


I love you guys. let me know what you want here pelase too.


The no one:
Lacey.

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