Wednesday, August 29, 2007

   TONY. JONES SODA. HOSPITALS.
TONY FREAKING PUNCHED CARL IN THE MOUTH, AND HIS LIP GOT RIUPPED OPEN AND TEETH GOT KNOCKED OUT. for no freaking reason. carl doesnt even talk to him. im so mad right now. i threatened his little darling 'whore' alyssa, who was uysing one of my friends and IS using tony. so naturally instead of tony fighting me, he goes 2 carl. i hatre this shit.

JONES SODA- erika and i are sipping jones soda stapling things 2 my walls watching oiur movie calming me down. i love this girl.

HOSPITALS. i have to goto the hopsital soon, im afraid. somethings wrong with me.

OH, and i went to the marilyn manson soncert and slayer....OH GGOOODDDDD.....yay.

im in hell.


I hate this place.
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Monday, August 27, 2007

   Home, cumquat, Hotel rooms, Gun powder/
Home- First time being home in awhile. I'm so happy..Not really. lol.

CUMQUAT!!!!! MY BEST FRIEND ERIKA AKA CUMQUAT CAME BACK FROM UTAH TODAY! shes been gone 2 months and 6 days. I missed her. and she got so much more gorgeous. Im jealous.

Hotel rooms- For my birthday and my other best friends little sisters birthday we all rented a hotel for 3 days...only us. dear god the times ill never forget. GUN POWDER!! MUAHAHAHAHAH!

Um. not sure what else. I feel kinda lonely on this website since i dont have time for enteries. and lots of things have been going on. Carl and I are doing so much better than expected and i think he's the one!!! -GASP-
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

   TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY
yup!~ today be meh birthday!!!! ^.^

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me....
you look so damn lonely,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
XD...

and yeah, kinda lonely. and sad. lmfao, no one rememberedededed my birthday :,(
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Sunday, August 19, 2007

   A smile, Some hair dye, healed hearts, and a love song.
A smile- I smiled for the first time today. A real, true smile. No fakes, Not just because i laughed at my friends stupidity, but an actual smile from someone who touched my heart today. I'm falling in love with him. Carl and Lacey...Sounds good?

Some Hair Dye- Dyed my hair again, hilariously fun. It's blue black still though. My hair fades too quick.

Healed Hearts- Like i told hannah, I am finally over the one who kind of destroyed my heart and who i am. My soul is back though, no ones controlling it from now on, not even carl. :)

A love song- Songs are ringing through my head dawgs...[omfg i said dawgs.] but there are. My birthday is AUGUST 22ND...And i was going to ask for a birthday request. COuld someone draw me and my boyfriend? In a creative way..based from a few of our songs? Please...?

AND CONTEST WILL BE OFFICIALLY ENDED ON AUGUST 25RTH.

I love you guys!

Comment please?! lol...I'm lonely right now XD
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   A NEW DISEASE?!
GOOD NEWS ALL.
IM FUCKING BACK.
No more suicide attempts for now. For i am in love...well, WOW. first of all, i tihnk i really am.

For all the freaking dying to know friends i have on here [which i love you guys for] his name is CARL!!!!! and his last name means german royalty!!! [-challenge of the day much?] but...he's a wee bit talelr then me, the most beautiful eyes ive EVER seen, theyre a pure milky brown, his hairs brown too, so fluffy!!! and he lieks the same things i like...WTF IS THIS NEW DISEASE?!

I'm scared though. you all know how bad tony hurt my heart. you all know what he did to me, and that i was SO close to ending it.
All fo you know the horror of what tony was...So im just alittle scared to be in a new relationship. I know he wouldnt hurt me...But i still get scared. someone help me get rid of it?

So...Basically.
dfeel free to ask questions, or just PM me. i feel loved right now by him. HES SO FUCKING CUTE.
anyway...i gots the butterflies.

Random q's!!! :
1.What do you think of meh new man??? [we both have AIM btw!]
2. Any new art?
3. Should i just clsode down the contest? -.- lol

I LOVE YOU GUYS!
And my carl!
^.^
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

   WHO I AM.
I AM SICK OF HIGH SCHOOL ALREADY. I AM SICK OF A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE. ALL SO JUDGEMENTAL BLIND MINDED AND DOWNRIGHT DIPSHITTED. THIS IS WHO I AM. YOU ALL DONT KNOW HOW OR WHO, SO ILL FREAKING TELL YOU NOW. I AM SORRY, BUT IM JUST SO MAD. NOT EVEN MY ONE TRUE LOVER KNOWS HOW MUCH I CARE ANYMORE! ITS B.S. SO HERE. GET TO LEARN ME. :

You Are a Warrior Soul

You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating. You don't give up. You're committed and brave. Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle. Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog. You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods. You also value honesty and fairness a great deal. You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding. You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

MY NAME IS LACEY. I AM SHORT, FAT, AND BRITISH/POLISH/ASIAN AND SO MUCH MORE.

I am all alone in this world.

I fliort alot, but i have only one true love for me.

his name is tony. tall. brown deep puppy eyes, the cutest hair that u always wanted u2 bf to have, he's so positive so eneregetic, so full of life, and he suffered so much, but deals so well.

I'm weak. im emotional, dramatic, pessimest, pathetic really.

I'm only good att poems. not art. not school.

I want 6 children, to live in oklahoma with a nice big 2 story home being a author with tony.
i have 13 piercings, gaes, a nose ring, belly button and my lip soon.

I look so satan worshipping, but im hindu and also i believe in buddhism.

I'm a bad person. name it, ive done it.

I only have a few clsoe friends. half of them are actually on this site. Kira, priestesspower444, and HakuRox. Also, XurXbrokenXdoll, seargenttickles, and so much more, im sorry. im just bad at remembering.

I have atleast 30 pets. not including breeding fish.

Im just so lonely....
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

   I've gone CCRRAAZZZYYY.
Well, clsoe to it. this is lacey again finally :D.
im sorry for the post....And for making people worry. I'm fine now. I promise. Just a really long story, another broken heart, another little bit of blood and such. But all is fine. Thank you for your prayers.

New art, I have ONE new picture, which sux, and it was for my contest awhile back. Might put it up...

CONTEST EXTENSION!
im sorry yall...under too much pressure. so im extending it until SEPTEMBER 1ST.
I havent got entries....so sad :,( .....

School tomorow...ugh. KI feel sick.

I love you guys! Whats new with you?

1.Did you pray for me??? [Evil people shouldnt even be worrying bout me XD ]
2.Did school already start for you?
3. What is your favorite song? By who?
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Saturday, August 11, 2007

PRAY FOR LACEY.
This is laceys close friend, james. Lacey is hurt very badly due to extent of a boy she talked about constantly. He broke her heart and she saw no reason in living. She needs medical attention but she refuses to go. she's been passed out for quite some time now, and if all goes what she planbned, she may die tonight. It was in her wishes that I let her do what she feels is right. I am writing on here because her dear friend Kira i believe was very worried.

Lacey may die. She is so sick right now, and cant stop throwing up crying or passing out. Please pray for her. Pray she decides she want's to live, and goes to the hospital. Pray she's alright. PM for further details. I'll keep this in touch very closely.

And in prayers, listen to her song, "Sieze the Day" by avenged sevonfold...

I love her dearly, and I hope her friends on her try to wish her well.

Good day
James
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Thursday, August 9, 2007

   I'm done with this.
Deleting this site monday. Everything is ending with my life. I dont see a sun anymore, I lost my darling sunshine, I never aw it coming either.


Im done.

I've been told to stfu. That love isnt there, were just teenagers. Were just teenagers............................Oh god...I can't handle life anymore.

Goodbye to all my beloved friends on here.
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Monday, August 6, 2007

   Contest. Guestbook. Free gifts. Kids.
Contest- It seems as though no more enteries....:,( Which makes Lacey cry. Can I have an alliance force that heklps me advertise the contest?! XD

Guestbook- 70 enteries and i have been stuck on there... 30 more to go until I can be taken seriously. Well..guess i know what im gonna do the whole night...

FREE GIFTS- Giving them for my birthday. Ibnnstead of recieving them. 16 days left. And not even one notice over here =,(

Kids- Well. We arent going to know the news about....erm erm in meh stomach until the 20th i think. and one more week until i can tell u guys whats been going on with tony. It all might be over soon. And we might be fine.
Cant wait.

People please takie a lookie through my portfolio if you get the chance? I'm doing a tihng with my friend on here i need so many votees per picture to advance in nother picture. She's doing a study thing to see if you do a quota, u progrees faster -.-

LOVE YOU GUYS
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