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myOtaku.com: gothicserenity

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I want to cry.
I've come to realize that friends hurt you more then lovers ever could. They may abuse you, hurt you, or leave you wanting to die, but then there gone. Friends you keep taking there shit over and over again. No matter how much they've killed you.

Sarah Abused.
Physicaly abused me but not so much . It was almost always emotional. She never really loved me. and yet i'm still, after years giving her more pieces to brake

Chelsey Never understood.
She was never there, she never gave. Anything that happened with me was a stupid thing. a stupid mistake. She loved me. But never helped keep me alive, only asked for me.

Stephany's the only one should hurt
Doesn't matter what happened its never as bad as her. doesn't matter how you feeel she should feel worst. Doesn't understand or try to listen. is synical towards everything. she says she loves me....but only when i'm what she wants me to be

Travis cares about me
I could never be close friends because i'd always be wandering whether he wanted me. whether I hurt him because i didn't respond to his feelings. I feel that I don't have the right to bother him with anything. that I shouldn't feel the way i do because other ppl have it rougher.

Jamie I love him
I couldn't be with him. and I couldn't have him as a close friend. he's my double edged knife.

Hayley looses interest.
We can be close friends. but she loosed interest and as soon as a little thing comes up that is excuse ready she's gone. and we don't talk for months at a time. I love her. she loves me but somtimes it feels like she has to.

I'm sorry. This is truth. From me. This is my reminder. Maybe trusting yourself is all you should have.
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