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Thursday, December 8, 2005

What the fucks the matter with me? I've just started dating her yesterday and I already don't think theres a point and that its all bull shit. Fuck I don't want to be like this, I don't want to fucking run. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I want to drink, slash my wrist's, and starve myself. FUCK. Why? Why can't I fucking be happy? Why am I fucking like this? I just want to feel loved thats it and yet I don't feel it at all. Are relationships just illusions of what our hearts desire? Fuck.
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