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Saturday, December 17, 2005
I feel like I'm loosing everything.
Last night sarah told me something, and it hurt me so much to find out that it had happened weeks ago and she was only telling me then. So I got upset, I mean everything else in my life is falling apart why not my friendships. Its just it was an important thing and she didn't tell me. Then she couldn't understand why I wouldn't talk to her, so she says she didn't tell me because she knew I would react like this which doesn't make scence b/c I reacted like this b/c she didn't tell me. So why did she think I would get mad in the first place. WHAT THE FUCK? Life just keeps on killing me, taking away the only things still holding me together. Then chels just jokes around with sarah about the whole issue, right in front of me. AWE thanks guys, which only seemed to hurt me more. So I am just a big fucking ball of hurt.
Sarah has done stupid things in the past but this one really really hurt me......
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