Saturday, April 15, 2006

So I have put all my poems into order by year, month, and date. I shall compile a book eventually of all of them. Anyways so I was looking at the most recent ones from each year and at how different they are so here they are. See how my style's have changed.

Year:2003

the death of her
She never told us why
She had to die
She wrote a letter
But it didn’t matter
She was drawn
Away from us
To a different place
She said she must
We thought she was happy
She never mentioned
That she felt life was crappy
All she really wanted was attention
So she took to many meds
And ended her life
With a shot in the head

Year:2004

Frozen rose fallen feather
Frozen rose fallen feather
Growing alone and yet together
Looking out into the world
Watching sadness forever hurled

Frozen rose fallen feather
In gods grasp forever
Waiting for the day their free
Always asking for a plea

Frozen rose fallen feather
Thorns and down bound in leather
Nether wanting to betray
Which is stopping them from flying away

Frozen rose fallen feather
Standing through all kinds of weather
One always beside the other
Eternally each other’s sister and brother

Year:2005

Child
So broken
Whisper silently
Her prayers
Memories trifled
Forgotten dreams
Loudly screaming
Shouting
Crying
Child so sorry
These hopes and dreams shattered
I apologize
Though it not be my fault
The blame is taken
Child Shhhhh
I’ve grown up

Year:2006-Its a tie with this one cause I wrote 3 on the same day so yah.

Untitled 1
Born immortal
I shall die immortal
And everything in between
Shall vanish
Not planed like an event
For ever more watching the world
The acid sunset glazing my eyes
I was not chosen by choice
But by choice I shall die
My name marked in family lies, hated
I will soak up your pain
I will glow with unborn death
Upon my immortal tongue
I will seal this letter with a kiss
Signed never more I am bliss
March 14, 2006

Untitled 2
She wrote a letter between closed lips
Frozen on death, locked deep in kiss
She signed the pain Lily’s last embrace
And carted away her last wish
Verbalized nothing the words were lost
Blown of her delicate palm like lovers bliss
She lay on the ground in winters nest
Cover in her blanket of rare thorn harmony
She sealed her fate with one glass tear
And took her last breath of the winds carcass
March 14, 2006

Untitled 3
A shot in the head
Is an easy way to pretend I’m dead
A way to act like I’m not there
Just a holey ghost at the end of the room
A forgotten letter, suicide, love, blank
Something unneeded, something worthless
An erased word, a cleared fingerprint
Not meant to be found, never meant to be found
A broken wing for a flightless bird
They don’t know what’s the mater until it’s under their nose
They never see the problem until its whispered in their ears
They never see the tears until they fall from their eyes
Thus she walks, talks, loves, and dies alone





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