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• 1988-06-05
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• 2004-10-27
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• Porn Star
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• Carolyn

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• Not a whole lot
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myOtaku.com: gothicserenity

Friday, August 11, 2006

no fight left in me anymore
You glide casually onto the surface of my life. Like a moth grazing the glass shell of water. To be gone with heart ach, what a vacation that could be. To be gone with you, what a relief I could feel.
I watch you dance, as you quickly steal glances of me. Our eyes never meet. Irony, you, with other people, always dancing away from me. I’m caught in your web. To love you, but not be in love with you. To miss you, but hate you just the same. To not be able to trust you as much as I don’t trust myself. Sometimes I just hate you. Sometimes I hate what I am around you. Sometimes your just not worth it...at all.
You walk towards me, swaying your hips, assuming I’d watch your provocative walk. You remind me of the song ‘your so vain’. Believing everything between us is sexual, assuming I feel sexually about you. Vain so vain. YOU create any sexual tension with your assumptions. At times you make me sick, and oh so fucking tired. Don’t look suggestive, don’t say I’m mad because I’m jellous of everyone else with you.
I just want to know, if at all, I mean anything to you, in any respect to friendship, because it seems, maybe me being there didn’t have any impact on you. I will admit that I may have acted the same in respect to not showing any love, or friendship, and that’s what I hate in our ‘friendship’ that’s what tires me out, YOU and ME. I’m tired so tired. If you care…do something, if not, then assume I’ll come back to you again, but you’ll be waiting along time.
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