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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I need a way from my hell
I've longed for my freedom
and yet it comes with such a price
Its as though with every solution
Theres a new problem
With every sprout of information
Theres a new fact...and lie
I've dug my way into a hole
and used the wrong people for escape
Now there in too deep
I'm sorry
I made some mistakes
Done some things very wrong
and it kills me
I found out about a new baby
a baby I don't want to know about
a baby that will steel my mom
I drowned in pain along with new blood
and feeling like I was loosing everything
I didn't try and swim away
I tryed so hard to feel something
and made you feel it instead
I tryed so hard to hate...people
it only lead to an understanding
I found a new solution to a heart breaking problem
But now I feel just as much pain
when with my rescuer I feel ,said, same misery
maybe thats the key to love
maybe thats the key to me
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