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• 2004-10-27
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• Porn Star
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• Carolyn

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• Not a whole lot
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myOtaku.com: gothicserenity

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Stretch your heart out long
Reach as high as you can to the stars
Pick one to hold in place of my soul
I’ve lost the fundamentals of true happiness
Scratch your nails along my skin
Leaving streams of tears; my little rivers
Maybe I could drown beneath my emotional ice
Be rescued from the dark a frozen black rose
Because that’s all I believe is left of me
Caress a lifeless body if you please
I wont react though, just a slight dilemma
But then you never really cared
I sewed up my lips with your lies
Such strength they never lacked
I told you nothing; wrote you nothing
You knew nothing until you found my note
And everything slipped out my cracked lips
Seeped through like blood through a deep cut
Got away…my hated enemy…my monster
I tried to hold you back…lover…my swan
Please tell me the essentials to a happy life
Tell me how to live without wanting to die
You brag and say you love, live, and let go
Show me
SHOW ME DAMN IT
Cause I can’t seem to understand
It’s not as easy as it looks
When every night you close your eyes just to see death
Every blink is just another attempt, another way to die
A gun; a cut; pills; a lake
A rope; a lighter; an alcoholic drink
A warm bath; a little flight; a chemical intake
There’s always ways to end it; ways to just leave
There’s always things to do before your big night
My words of advice, ‘friends’, watch all the signs
Because, perhaps, someone you love will take there own suggestions
Because, maybe, just maybe, someone you love is going to die
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