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Uh, hi. I'm Paul, and i'm some dude who's obsessed with evanescence (or actually, just amy lee)and linkin park. For anyone who's interested (or even cares) i'm a big fan of FLCL and DBZ/GT. If you wanna get a mental pic of what I look like, then just think of Masashi with glasses. Soo... uh.. Oh yeah! HARUKO RULES!!

PS- flying ninja monkeys will sweep the earth and slaughter the preps!!(but spare us cool peoples!!!)

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Thursday, September 28, 2006


Spaced
When I'm alone,
all by myself
I'm not sad,
I'm out
in my own world
of observation
of contemplation.
Wondering how
this world works.
Asking why
this world hurts
each other;
ourselves.
Who are we?
Who am I?
What is it like
to die?
The bigger question
is how to live.
Accept.
Embrace.
Enjoy.
Love.
So many screaming questions
spoken without a word.
Silence...
my second language.

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Friday, December 2, 2005


Downfall
The room grows dark,
as the sunset passes;
and I am lost in the thought,
that constant reminder,
that try as I may
I knew those relationships
wouldn't last.
Now solemnly,
yet willingly,
I accept them.
For I know that I
am no longer in her heart.
I know
that any significant feeling
of belonging,
or compassion,
will only lead to heartache.
Why am I so trusting?
Why am I so quick to believe
the guise of possible love?!
I am torn
by this feeling of vulnerability.
My quick trusting
has become my downfall.
And now all I can do
is move on,
and try my best
to resist the temptation
of falling in love
and breaking my heart.
To be the one person
whom I have long forgotten-
Myself.

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Sunday, June 26, 2005


Confession
When I see those eyes,
I see a world
of happiness,
and hurt.
Mixed feelings
of love,
sincere
yet unrequited,
and hate,
regret,
for piercing words
cutting worse
than the sharpest blade.
Secret thoughts
of longing
for compromise,
for forgiveness,
for understanding
for love.
Words,
left unsaid.
Confessions
of guilt
and regret-
hidden.
Burdens of silence
grow larger,
heavier,
creating a gap
filling with pain.
When I see those eyes,
it brings me to the conclusion
that I want you to know
I can never say enough,
I'm sorry.

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Thursday, May 19, 2005


Remember
Hello stranger.
Remember me?
Time has blurred your mind.
Memories
of love,
art,
friends,
enemies,
music,
life.
You were a child.
You call it ignorance,
I call it bliss.
The art of not knowing,
or caring,
for you were free.
The joy of thinking
that life was a game,
and you were winning.
You were in love,
or so you called it.
For you believed
those bonds
would last forever.
Funny.
You were afaid of death,
yet terrified of eternity.
Time was your greatest friend,
and your worst enemy.
Yet now,
time is on your side,
for it has brought with it
the gift of knowledge
and wisdom,
in hopes of remembering
what you once were.
Yourself.

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Featured Quiz Result:
SWEET!!!
i guess they're right... *stranded in own thoughts*
Water
Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because
your thinking. Your answers are well planned
and helpful so people generally seek your
advice. Your the perfect balance between
solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a
little time to yourself to sort out your
emotions and figure things out. You understand
the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let
things get to you, whats that important for you
to have to get so upset over? You know what you
want out of life but are simply taking your
time and enjoying things. To you your life is
fine as it is, you can always change things
later if your not happy.

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Your power is: The ability to fly


Explanation: This powers speaks pretty
much for itself. Though you don't need wings
for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people
may consider it as telekinesis since they can
also fly, but you can't make material things
move like they can. This ability could be a
relaxing activity when you want to get away
from everyday troubles. Also it is good when
sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound.
When going over to the "dark side"
the power could be used to harrass and break
into building through windows etc.
You are quite similar to this power since you
like to have your head in the clouds.
Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life
does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a
little too far you might be zooned out all the
time, even when you are having a conversation.
Your desires and/or goals tend to be
unrealistic even if you know those would
probably never happen. Travelling is something
you would be interested in doing since seeing
exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of
escaping your plain life. You can also have
some creative ability (writer, playing an
instrumen etc) that interests you.
Negative aspects: The whole reason you
may be escaping life could be fear of being let
down by it. So if that would come to happen,
and an important dream had been crushed you
could get depressed.



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