Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   Grave Report
death to all....oh I mean
Hello to all!

I'm at school now...I dont have another exam till last class..
so wish me luck on that...

I...I told my dad... I told him how I felt...

God...I wish it didn't happen the way it did.... I was in killer pain when I did...not just from hurt... I mean I was Really in PAIN!
My stomach was killing me...so I had to tell him and when I was crying it was half from the pain...well more then half..

Thanks to all who has helped me through this time... I care very much about you all..

...I have 5 days after school gets out before I go on to summer school so I'll have more time of here... so if ya wanna talk
*smiles*
I'm here!

I hope to speak with you all..

Talk to you all soon

Gravera E. Silence
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

dum dum dummmm

One! day left of school!!!

Tomorrow is my last day...well for now anyways...

I'm doing summer school... but I really want too...I rather be in school then at home...

is there anyone who feels the same...or somwhat the same?


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rose of ice
I suddenly feel cold...

As if the rose of ice touched my heart....
This chill is painfull...
why is it making me shiver...
not just my outer bodie...
but my insides too..


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Movie night
morning to all...and to all a good night...
ello it's late again and I'm awake...

I was watching eurotrip though!!

the best movie ever!!!

god "Scotty doesn't know" is the coolest song alive...well done on TV anyways!
But man...I have never seen so many boob and dick shots in my whole life...

*shivers*

But all n' all... it was so freaking funny!

but now I have that song in me head... just

Scotty doesn't know!
Scotty doesn't know!

heheheeee... if you haven't seen it before... I so say that you do..

but if your not a fan of cussing and body parts being seen...
just dont watch it...

but if you are...and like dumb stuff...
this is the movie for you..

Gravy S.
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Monday, May 30, 2005

Meows!!
Hey all....

thanks for the comments...tehehe
they made me feel all special...
tanks for the love...

I hope everyones okay...

pleace...tell me how you are...
if your happy or sad...
if it's rainny or sunny...
what type of movies you like or dont like...
oh and if your allergic to peanut oil!
got to know that one for sure!!

(lol sorry to steal that from you Johnny...)

I hope all is right and fine

Loves to all

Gravera S.
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I'm such a fool
I'm...not really wanting to talk...

I...I didn't tell him...

I'm just pissed...

...sorry...I just couldn't..

..I was just right...it wouldn't help a thing if I told him...

...god..I just...damn it just f#cking hurts!!
....I'm just in pain....
.I've grown to be alot stronger...
...but...this..just makes me feel..

so damn weak...

I hate this feeling...
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

*gulp*


hey everyone... thanks for the comments...

my dads alot better...

I'm...I'm gonna try and tell my father tonight... that I just cant take what he's doing anymore...

I'm more then freaked!... I dont knwo what I'm gonna say....or even how!!
But... I have too...
...thank you all for your help... in this matter...

and wish me luck tonight...

I'll need it....

always
Gravéra E. Silence
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she whispers to the unknown darkness

*....Gravera....leaning one arm on a tree... her shirt stuffed into one side of her jeans wearing nothing but a sports bra and some baggy pants...

A pissed off look rest in her eyes... as she glairs off blankly into the unknown darkness of her backyard...her sleepy dog resting at her feet...her free hand gripped tightly into a fist... her breath...soft...*

*she whispers to the unknown darkness*
though it is night...
the world seems bright as day...
as each star shines in its place...
as if shining for thee...

though...many do not know...
the pain each star feels...
as it small light...
takes a small chiled nightmare away...

the more bad dreams the stars take from children... the more the star becomes dim...

but what if it takes to much...
what happenes to the star then...
does it die... and just durn away...

the stars shine bright this night...
many children sleep safe tonight...
but not I,
no star...will ever take on the burden of my dreams...

*...sliding her hand slowly down the tree till her hand comes back down to her side... her other hand opens slowly...her finger tips stretched to the ground...

she takes a small step...but pauses...and looks out to the unknown darkness... the shadows that linger on...

she whispers to herself as she walks to the unknown darkness..*

Tonight...I will not dream...
Tonight...I am the pain the stars help...
tonight...my star...
burns forever...



Gravera Silence
(A.N....Dont be alarmed by my words...they just came to me outside...

So I took them...
they are just words....nothing more)
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

   ....

meow...

Sooo...not a good day..

My dad...he's home...

and nothing is right with the world....

he's....such a freaking...dick!

...I miss him when he's gone...but he... god... He pisses me off when he's here...
He acts completly diferent....

I know though he's never gonna change...

...not now...not ever...

Gravera silence


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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   Gravy report

tehehe

Hello everyone...

I have to go get a picture for my new pass port today...

I know it's gonna look bad but if it is...I'll look good bad!

I'm gonna spike my hair and wear black eyeliner...

Okay I'm not really but I do think Black eyeliner looks damn sexy on me!!

*flutters eyelids*

tehehe

I hope everyones day is doing amazing!!

Have a great day and I'll see you sometime soon...

Gravera E. Silence
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