Sunday, April 10, 2005

   I was awake..andslightly bored

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

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Saturday, April 9, 2005

   whats in me...is in you
I Got a email from someone who I truly love today.
My heart cried of joy as did my eye when I saw the words word he had written...knowing...if he could...he would have spoken them himself.

To all who see my post and lovingly coment...and if you wish to know...
My day....now...is more then happy....I can not find the words...


Today...to add onto the joy is my Elder sisters Birthday...
She is Now 18...and if you wish to pass on some joy to her I will send her your love

Thank you for stopping by my site today...
Check out the new song I have added to my site.

All the love

Gravy (aka Lilu)





You have a lost soul. You tend to be pushed around.
When you do take ur own way you seem to get
lost. You can be very sweet but are drawn back
when people think you are just a goodie-tushos
(which sucks believe me i would know)all in all
you are sweet and cute (attitude wise).


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Friday, April 8, 2005

   Feeling fine in a top hat!
I know that my site so far is kinda boring.
But hey ....to the few that come and post, I tip my top hat to you

*bows and lifts a holy top hat off of head and places it by my chest*

For you few who look apon my sad and sorry site...I thank thee
to the very extent of my being!

*puts holy top hat back on head and stick kitten ears through the holes*
Now I shall say Adu!

*fixes old black jacket with more holes and turns and walk away, with a long white tale trailing behind swishing side to side*

Choas meows

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Thursday, April 7, 2005

  



What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You?


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You are a six-winged Halfbreed!
You belong neither to Heaven nor to Hell. You are
doomed to wander the Realms That Are In Between
for all eternity until the Judgement Day. Your
fate is absolute loneliness. You are punished
for a crime you did not commit and redemption
is not within your reach. Your powers are
unknown - it's said that a halfbreed will be
the end of everything one day. Therefore you
are feared and hated. Your only hope is to find
the other half of your soul - it is your only
solace.


What kind of supernatural being are you?
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   Rain
Today of all days, It has to be my favoret day.

It's raining.

I love the sound of rain...I would sit at my window, play my piano or guitar...and just listen.

On days like these I would love to just sleep with my head on the cold glass, watching my breath on the glass fade away and just listen to the rolling thunder.

But today is not like those days where I would do all these things...
Today I feel, I feel like sarrow.
A poor crying water spiret who can do nothing but cry, but why.. so many ask her...why do you cry...
Her reply to all who ask is still the same to this day.

"I am Sorrow"

Though I do not claim to be sorrow, nore do I claim that I am wishing or am crying at this time.
But sorrows only choise in this world was to cry, for no reason at all.
And today...My most loved of all.
The only thing I claim today is that
Sorrow is my friend
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

My poem
Moth to a Flame

I live in a world
Lost and scared,
watching the world following what they think
What they believe is pure light,
But this light they fallow only leads them to darkness.

As I stand in the shadows alone,
Knowing they will soon die
But I cant help but take pitty for them,
Pore souls, so quickly attracted to light.

Like a moth to a flame,
Burning themselfs over and over
Just to be close to the light.

I stand in the shadows,
With only the few who trust me
To gaurd them, Love them,
and die for them
Just so that they have a chance to save the pore souls
Who blindly fallow that burning flame
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Monday, April 4, 2005

Today is a day, but besides that theres nothing to report. For now I cant stand the way my Heart feels...it's pulling me to a wide rang of pain...But pain now...is becoming part of my life...so I tend to not see it.
Why is pain such a normal thing now and days.
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Sunday, April 3, 2005

you represent the dark feelings in life. you are
sad and lonely and also keep to yourself.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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My Friends' love test

BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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