Friday, May 20, 2005

   A early morning Hello
May 20th
1:40 Am

Right now...the word sleep...
It isn't so easy to find...

My eyelids close... But life bursts from within them...
So my eyes return to it's open form...

Seeing how my eyes wanted to be awake I thought I would sleepify myself by reading a book...
That I've read over a hundred time...
and no joke...
But even though I knew how the story was gonna turn out...
you guessed it...
It somehow got even more interesting to me and I woke myself up even more...

*sighs rolling my eyes*

In complete bugged-out-ness I decided to put the book down and do the next best thing...
Play FF 10!!
I couldnt seem to get passed the one part where you have to kill that sky guardian and then go stop Lady Yune from marrying the Seymour guy
(who I think is damn hot!!! though he does lok fat in some of the parts of the game... and he sounds just like my friend John... yes the one who was in the hospital.. and he's doing better just if I didn't tell you!)

*Ahem* But yeah... But guess what I did one the FIRST try...

Go on guess....

Yep! I got past it with flying colors!!
*anime Falls over!*
God I just couldnt win could I? So I QUICKLY saved the game and just shut it off...

And did the last thing I knew I could do...
I went out to my two acre yard and just walked around out side in my PJs...
(and that was only a small white shirt with a small Chocobo printed on it that I made and some SHORT shorts...and I was very comfy thank you very much!)

All I did was walk around in some zigzags and just looked up at the stars and the moon...
Being in the poem "Slam" thing on tuesday helped me really speak my mind...
(lol like I didn't speak my mind to much before!)

I just started talking my thoughts out loud and just started saying poems that where in my head...
I was really getting a few good one out...
Yeah thats where I need a tape recorder with me so I can just type it out l8ter...

My Dog Chrissy just watched me as I walked around random.. smiling and talking to myself...
And let me tell you.. it was fun!!

Finally I thought it would be best to head back on inside... and if I looked up at the moon any longer my neck would snap!

So I went back on inside and listened to a few songs I got from someone and looked at the pictures he sent me too...
There was one picture that made me cry... I couldnt help it... I just hit me when I saw it... It was a good cry though... I was happy to see it...
hmmmhmm my 3 little angles and a sexy kitten...*smirks*

*ahem*
anyways... I know this is kinda long so I'll just cut it down now... it's kinda l8te and I dont really want to stay up but!
I'm awake now... so I'll just go and try to relax and hopfuly

I may just get some sleep...

For the few of you who read this long Post for the early morning..

*bows from the waist*
I thank thee... you are my true friends...

*rises back up*

Hugs and lots of love to you all

Gravera Silence
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