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Monday, June 13, 2005

Do not be scared.... they are Just Random words
My Random

Random thoughts in my head..
The feeling of confusion… not likely
Ideas, pictures, word,
This frustration is more then I can bear alone…
To talk… to converse with myself…
The only one who listens’
The only one who care…
Just writing down ideas…
Before my sanity takes over
This… lust of words…
Lodged in my throat…
…Gasping…
…chocking…
This ball of hate and slimy disgust
Wedged in my throat
Sucking onto my heart

Friends’ family… they all stare…
Hated in there hearts… love in there eyes
Oh such a feeling of hate….
Knowing their eyes cut me sharper then any knife
And stabbing my chest uncontrollably…
Wishing I would die.

Random word I must write down…
Nothing I can hide in any more inside..
Must keep writing
Word, word, word!
The thoughts in my head
Consuming me!
Must keep writing
My hands my be kept busy
The twitching feeling to grasp hold,
That cold steel metal…
That chilling feeling on my skin…
Must keep writing, never stopping
Letting my hands do the talking.

Thoughts in my head
Floating past with a passion,
Happy thoughts some of all
Pouncing kitten, smiling faces, friends I once knew.
Wishing to know how to keep theses thoughts
Yet where did these thoughts go?
What have become of my thoughts now?
Scratching claws, biting fang, enemies attacking!

Songs scrapping through my head…
Singing loud singing soft
Random words I should have said
Random words…
That never should have been spoken…
These words I wish the most
Would have never escaped my scared lips,
The black stains filling in the bleeding cracks.

These words, random,
The feeling of no meaning at all
My word, passionate,
…Full of lust and desire…
No longer do these words crave any meaning…

No longer do I feel random.
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