Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Our song (you may have read something like this in the past, but you have never Heard it like this before)

Imagine a grand empty stage, golden hard wood floors shining from the hundreds of stage lights glowing to their full potential to absolutely nothing on the set but a beautiful black grand piano. Sitting at this piano are two immortal beings, letting his and her heart play out with a soft smile as their hands slip over each silky smooth white and black key.
Their love song begins to form with each note pressed, with each smile or smirk aimed at his or her eyes to catch and treasure in that moment. This love is what makes them immortal, this song that burns in so many young lovers hearts burns the brightest now within them.

I may seem very much like a child that dreams of love when I write this, and I may be crossing lines as each word rolls of my tongue, but these words come to me as easy as my breath that gives me life. My heart has never been filled with such love and passion for anything else as it has for the one who wrote me this song, who wrote us our song. And I have expressed this feeling so many times before as I will be sure to do so many time again, yet this is now different. Now you may hear the song that has touched my heart in was I could never express (hmhm as such many people have asked me to stop trying *smiles softly*)

This song, has helped me in so many ways, It has given me a smile I could hold onto, A memory I could look back on, a shoulder I could cry on, and a aid to a pain I could not run from or handle by myself. You may not believe a simple song like this could do these thing, yet it’s not simply the song, it’s also the man who wrote it. I praise him in everything I do and accomplish yet I feel it is not enough though he tells me it’s more. In writing this I no longer feel the pains that once burdened me, but the tears yet still flow as I have a constant reminder of the new life I have gained.


There is a passage back a ways in my archives that tells this story that goes with this song. If you didn’t read it or would like to just look back… You can get a better picture in your head about this song. I feel almost scared writing these words above, for a reason that I don’t know. But my heart wishes to yell and scream how I feel over and over again. So in order to shut me up, I leave you with the song of my heart. This song, no mater what in my life changes… this song will remain my all… my Band-Aid on a wounded heart… and a story I will never forget.

My dearest love,
As I sat there with my head resting on your shoulder, my hands wrapped around your arm, my body unwilling to move, it was your lips softly kissing me that kept me from falling into absolute darkness. Your voice telling me that it was going to be alright as my mind was fighting every word you said from the memories flashing past me, the feeling burning my skin from the inside out. I truly thought that the pain would never leave my mind I thought the feeling would drive me to my madness Yet all I could do was hold onto your arm begging you to please not let go of me. At that moment I wished to do everything to block it out, to hide it deep within me as I did all my pains. You played out song and my mind was cleared, my body that had felt wear now felt strong. That night my mind was lost and screaming, that night you found me and hushed me back to sleep. My love, I hear this song, and my pain is gone, I see your face as clear as day. And this may seem like the cheesiest thing to say, but my god it’s true. You saved me and for that I am forever grateful. And now when I hear this song I am not reminded why I ended up hearing this song that night. I am reminded about how I felt when I heard it. And the way I felt was free.

I love you with all my being.

Forever

*smiles softly*

From yours truly,


Gravéra Elizabeth Silence

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