Birthday 1991-03-22 Gender
Male Location Black Hole Member Since 2005-02-23 Occupation Lover Real Name Xazlan
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
BORED!!!
im here at the library all alone and bored. i was supposed to meet someone here but i was 2 hours late. when i got here they were gone. either they forgot or they left before i came.*sigh* i hate today! Comments (3) |
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
wow. i guess this site isnt completly deserted. lol. i cant believe i still have friends on here. u all really like me. you really really like me T.T. lol but anyways. school is a killer and life is ok i guess. i missed u guys alot. in celebration here is a present from me to all of u*gives u all a box of chocolates and a hug* Happy Valentines Day my friends^^ Comments (2) |
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Thursday, February 7, 2008
Hoy Hoy
how are u people. did u miss me?.?.......i guess not. lol but anyways how have u guys been if yur even still here? Comments (4) |
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Yup......
i just realized that not many people come on anymore. i used to have lots of friends but now i have only about....*counts on fingers*..3 of them. wat the fuck happened. Myo has become a ghost town. lol. i would delete my site but its the only way i can talk to my 3 friends....o well. Comments (0) |
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Monday, September 24, 2007
The Answer
heres a poem i did a few weeks ago.im sorry if its not very good. i sux at doing poems but i love to do it. this poem describes me about a year ago before i finally found my gf..... or before she found me. lol I love her sooooo much^^
THE ANSWER
Im so tired of feeling broken
Im so tired of being used
It seems no matter what i do
I always seem to lose
My life is just a repeat
It just keeps happening again
They tell me that they love me
Then leave me in the end
I thought i found happiness
The pain would finally stop
But i was too blind to see
All their feeling for me would drop
They leave me all alone
In my puddle full of tears
Back comes all the pain
From all the forgotten years
I try to make it go away
The pain it never dies
But in this pain i finally see
I have finally opened my eyes
The answers right in front of me
I was too blinded by my strife
The only way to end the pain
Is to first end my life
I'll never feel this pain again
I'll never have to cry
I'll never have to suffer
I'll never wonder why
No more being alone again
No more broken heart
I'll finally be at peace again
In the silence of the dark
Still Not Fixed!!!
hey guys. still havent gotten my computer fixed but o well. ive been really wanting to play Ragorok. that game is so awesome. lol well i guess i'll try to post really soon... and sorry if im not commenting on anyones sites. i cant becuz the school computers wont allow me too. T.T Comments (0) |
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Monday, September 10, 2007
Hello Friends!!!
hi guys. i havent been here in sooooooooo long. not much has happened. i finally got my cell phone so i can call my gf. we talk to each other everyday. school also has started back up*sigh*. its so boring as usual but wat can you do. well i guess i'll start posting more often once i get my computer back. ttyl guys^^ Comments (2) |
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Monday, July 16, 2007
FORGIVE ME
Im am really really really sad. my computer is broken and i cant talk to my gf. everytime i try to get it fixed something else breaks on it. i cant take this much longer. i havent talk to my girl friend in weeks and its killing me. i keep having these thoughts about her leaving me and finding another guy who's much better than me. i dont know wats wrong with me. maybe im just being stupid for thinking those thing but i cant help it. i wont stop feeling like this until i talk to her again. i guess its true wat they say. u never know wat u have till its gone. Im sorry i've been away for so long steph. The only time im happy is when im asleep and dreaming of you or if im reading through my journal about you. Please Forgive Me And Please Dont Leave Me. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs and kisses*
Im Sorry
Stephanie. im sorry i've been gone for so long. my computer monitor is broken. im working on getting it fxed. im also getting my cell phone tuesday. once i get it u can call me. Please Forgive me for being gone for soooo long. i've missed u soo much. there hasnt been a moment that i havent thought about u. Please Dont hate me and please dont leave me.even tho i feel that u have found someone else. Even if u have i want u to know i love u and i always will. Please Forgive Me!!!!!!!! Comments (1) |
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