Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Tragedy just wont disappear
jello....i havent told u guys what has happened this week so im going to post as much as i can so alright well let me start with monday
on monday at lunch i was walking around with Tiffany and i saw jesus and it surprised me cuz i thought he was leaving but i was happy that he didnt move yet but then.....i talked to him and he said that it was his last day and i was so sad i started to tear when i was talking to him and he gave me a hug for like a long time and i was so fuckin sad *tears are coming down my face again* i just wish he didnt move but yea so for the rest of that day whenever i would see him i gave him a hug and we would talk i was late to each of my classes which was just 3 so it dont matter but im still freakin sad and i want him to come back but i guess that wont happen but at least i can talk to him later when he gets internet cuz i gave him my email but thats if he doesnt lose it so yea lets see what else umm......nothing special happened on tuesday but on wednesday i went to gameworks from 7-10pm its an arcade place and it was kewl we played a bunch of racing games shooting games that rumble and stuff it was kewl.i went with my cousins that came from canada theyve been here since saturday and they are leaving the coming monday but its been really fun and well hmmm......today ive been sad thinking about jesus being gone and i just want him to email me soon cuz i miss him man i wish he didnt leave and i had a dream about me talking to my friend kolby telling him not to fight fidel another friend of mine and then all of a sudden i blank out and i start talking to Kacy and Jessica and then all of a sudden i see Jesus and i go running toward him but then he disappears all of a sudden then i go on the floor and i start to cry and then i wake up crying man i hate this i know hes just a guy but i liked him a lot and plus hes a great friend when i talk with him i know i can talk to him about w/e and he talks to me about anything and i just wish he was still here in cali but i guess i have to live with the fact that he is gone and in miami hmm...lets see o and today i took a math test i think i got 4 or 5 wrong out of 20 so i guess i got a B at least and then i took a spanish test so i wouldnt get my grade pulled down cuz tomorrow im not going to school and im going to disneyland hmm o and HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY it was fun i have green spray in my hair and i got a bunch of stickers, a gram with some skittles, and umm lets see i think it was o yea and im borrowing this ring well thats it and i guess ill ttypeoplz laterz
Hope your lives are doing better than mine.......bye
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