Saturday, July 9, 2005

   O MaN i HaVeNt BeEn On HeRe In FoReVer!!!X_x
im sorry to all of my friends out there and new friends i had a bunch of crap going on through my life and i just felt like s*** and now i have summer school ughhh....!! u can read about me and some other stuff from my Myspace account thing. the link to it is:.....

http://myspace.com/idiotslive

i havent really posted much on there about my life and what not but still there is stuff on there from me so yea anywhoo i hope u guys are having fun this summer i kinda was but not any more my brother just finalized that by being an a** and getting me in trouble so now my moms all pissed off at me. what happened was that i get to use the internet and my bro isnt allowed and so one day my brother begs me and begs me for me to let him use it for just 10 minutes so i thought itd be ok so i did i didnt want him in my room tho so he installed AOL onto his comp and then i signed him on but that was a BiG mIsTaKe cuz then without me knowing he saves the password on there and so it pissed me off and i found out when i was using his comp instead of my uncles laptop cuz this DVD i wanted to watch wasnt working on here. so then i saw it and he tried to kick me out of his room so i tried to unsave the password and delete it from there and he was pulling me and grabbing my arms abusively trying to get me out so then i finally got out and i just changed my password and now that my mom found out about it cuz he said to her yes she was letting me use it so i got in trouble my mom hasnt talked to me since. so now i just want to f***in break my brothers neck and then leave the house i cant stand living here then just now about 5 minutes ago my bro has the nerve to try and get me off the computer so he can use the internet once again that little b**** pisses me off. but the thing that sucks is that hes not little hes 17 and he has a lot of muscle so if i get in a fight with him. I'm the one who comes out with brusis(dont care if i spelled it wrong) *im sorry if i seem a bit pissed off but life is just stabbing at me right now* i just cant stand living here ive been wanting to leave and move in with my aunt lately but she live so far away and that would mean for me to start a new life and to move away from all of my great friends and i dont want to do that so i just stand the pain and stay. ughhhh........life is really a b**** isnt it.....X_x oh and another thing my moms bday is on the 10th what a great way to make my mom happy *sighs* grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! o well i guess ill talk to u guys later i need to go scream in a pillow for awhile............
X_xMaRgArEt
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