Sunday, October 2, 2005

Hey...
Hey guys ummm...ive pretty much givin up and i dont really know what im doin and whats is going on in life right now i just dont know im running around like a fuckin chickin with his head cut off i have no idea what i need to do...
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

This is the year where hope fails you...Theres no reason no lesson no time like the present and whatve u got to lose except your soul
Hello...life is shitty u guys know that i honestly dont have to post this to tell u just know pretty much if i dont post this is whats going on in my life...it sucks and im getting fucked over in unimaginable new and exciting ways every fucking day thats whats going on and thats all nothin good just me getting fucked over day after day ok thats it
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Is this bad or good....
I dunno guys life for a day was awesome but now....yeah know shit happens and i dont know if im moving forward or backword and im just beating up my brain about it and its all i think of dream of its all its me it has my mind body and soul right now and blah its like a fucking boat in a hurricane basicly and i never know if the stupid fuck is gonna sink or not....fucking boats
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Its something unpredictable but in the end its right...I hope u have the time of ur life
Well guys....my weekend has been goin pretty amazing so far but i have a feeling today could possibly suck...but that is about it...later
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

I forget to post after 11 o clock my time so just read the post for yesterday and it applies to today
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I stab people like everyday folks, skiny people any people, i chop of they throats
Hey guys tonight was pretty cool if fucked around with some friends met ol quick draw lol dallas will know what i mean but enough of that it was pretty fun i guess life is goin alright i guess hope ur guys lives are goin good too if not DEAL FUCKING WITH IT just playin just playin
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Monday, September 19, 2005

Come see the show...big top show and walk hand in hand with the dead carnival
Umm...im alright i guess going to school possibly the doctor i dunno its nothing a little banville wont cure im sure lol besides that just hangin out seein how much trouble i can get in
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Hey ummm...the weekend was slightly homosexual there was way to much drama and the such and that got kind of annoying...its a long story...umm besides that i wanna die and thats about it well later
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Awakening
I woke up today and didnt have a reason to get up
I went to school today and didnt have a reason not to drop out
I went to practice today and didnt have a reason to try
I tried to fill my lungs with air today and didnt have a reason not to die
My heart tried to pump blood today without a reason not to accept deaths cold embrace
I have no hope left nothing to cling on to....I have nothing left
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Hello Bitchs
If anyone ever wants to read any poetry i might randomly write go to the Account Ryu Snake and add him as a friend and whenver u see that he is updated it is some type of poem or something of the sort if u dont well fuck u ok fuck u thats just about all i have to say
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