Thursday, December 20, 2007

Hmm.. I don't know why I'm still on Otaku. I don't think there's much of a point. I don't know.. I might not post for a while. Maybe. If I can help it. Sorry. So, Merry Christmas everyone. I hope you all have a great one. I'll answer PM's, just probably not post or comment. I'll check up on you guys though. The one's who I won't be talking to through PM's. Meh.. I'll check in on all of you. I'm just sad. Otaku isn't the same. It's not fun. The only thing I'm greatful for is that I met Ashley on here, and all the other friends that I made. Though not everyone is still the same. I'm sorry though. I love you guys. It's not like you need to read what I have to say anyway.

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

My stomach hurts again. I don't know why. It might be because I don't eat anything all day, and then I eat late at night. Not a lot, but it might be because of that. Either that or I'm getting my period soon. *Grumbles* I go to the doctors today to find out why I'm always so tired. It's probably nothing. It might be because I'm stressed all the time. It's good to get checked out though. My mom has a thyroid problem, so she's wondering if I might have the same. So, I gotta get checked for that. Haha, yesterday during color guard was funny. I'm doing a solo to "I'm Too Sexy" by Right Said Fred, and you know the part when he sings, "I'm too sexy for my shirt"? Well, part of my drill is to strip to that part. I'm going to wear a zip up sweater, and then unzip it and throw it out into the audience. Haha.. Anyway, yesterday I was trying to do that. I kept giggling, because I giggle when I'm nervous and my color guard instructor told me that if I can't do the strip part without giggling I'm going to have to pick a different song. I'm gonna pwn that song though. In History yesterday our teacher assigned us to draw symbols of ten things that teenagers do in their life, and you couldn't include numbers or letters. So, the ten things that we came up with as a class were wake up, eat, get ready for school, go to school, go to your locker, talk, text in class, sing, PDA, and sleep. Some of that crap doesn't apply to me, but yeah.. Anyway, we were supposed to draw symbols for those. Then after you had to make a story with them. Ha, mine was funny. XD I drew this stick dude sleeping in bed, and dreaming about kissing this girl (Sleep and PDA), then he wakes up and starts crying because the dream is over. (Waking up) Then he arrives to school and he's leaning against the lockers talking to the girl. (Go to locker, talking) He then tells her about the dream, and she thinks it's so disgusting that she goes and pukes in the toilet. I drew a toilet and her bending down puking in it, with like swirls coming from her mouth. Haha.. The teacher laughed at it. 'Tis funny. Two more days and it'll be Friday!! I can't wait. I'll have no time limit when it comes to talking to Ashley, and it'll be a week for us. *Smiles ear to ear* I can't wait. I love her sooooo much! I hafta get ready for school. Shower timeee! I hope you all have a great day! Bye bye! xoxo Britty I love my Dork Cookie! ¢¨ú P.S. Don't mind any typos or crap. Me ish tired.

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Ack.. Me no feel good. My tummy hurts. I feel like I'm going to vomit. Even in my dreams I didn't feel well. I have to go to school though. I just might have to go to the nurse, but I might have to puke on her in order for her to let me go home. AHHHH CHOOOOO!!! >_> I'm talking to Ashley and it's 6:11 AM. Mwahaha.. She has to go though.. *Pouts* Me no want her to gooo!! ;_; I can't wait till vacation, then I'll be able to talk to her every single day without a limit, hopefully. Gotta wait till Friday. Speaking of Friday, it'll be one week for her and I. *Smiles really big* I loves my Dork Cookie. XDDD Anyway, I hope you all have a great day. xoxo Britty

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Monday, December 17, 2007

Everyday I talk to Ashley I fall more and more in love with her. Just when I was going to give up on love, I met her. Perfect timing Ash. *Smiles* You captured my heart, and now it's yours, and I know you won't break it. She seriously makes me so happy, and I haven't actually been this happy for so long. I'm not letting go of her. I'm keeping her forever. ***** Let's see.. We were supposed to get like a really bad snow storm, but it was nothing. Probably won't even be enough to have a snow day today. Although it's only 12:38 AM so it could snow some more. I hope it does. I really don't want to go to school. ***** If I could I'd spend every single waking second of my life talking to Ashley. I can't wait till she comes here, or vise versa. Haven't figured that out yet. We both have priorities at home. So.. Don't know. ***** Anyway, I'm tired. So I'm going to go to sleep. I hope you all have a great day, and hopefully my talking about Ashley a lot isn't bothering you. If it is.. Well, don't come here anymore. xoxo Britty *****

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Saturday, December 15, 2007

I am so happy right now! You wouldn't believe how happy I am. Yesterday was the BEST day of my life. You all know Ashley, larienvardamir? Well, her and I are a couple now. *Smiles real big* She makes me so happy. You know, I haven't been this happy since a year ago. She's my baby, and I hope to keep her forever. No, I know I will. 12-14-07 forever and ever. I love you Ashley! ¢¨ú xoxo Britty

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Friday, December 14, 2007

Oh my God guys.. I am so in love. So very, very, very in love. The strange thing is I've only known this person for such a little amount of time, but I love her so much. She makes me so happy. I didn't even expect this to happen, but from the moment I met her I liked her. *Sigh* I'm happy. I don't care about anything else at the moment. Just her. Ashley ¢¾ It snowed a lot yesterday. People were driving sooooo slow! It's like they've never driven in snow before, and with my mom having road rage, that didn't help much. I like driving in snow for some reason. So, I have this survey that I took in History yesterday about exploring the jungle. I'm going to type it, and hopefully you guys will answer. If you do, can you answer truthfully and copy the question, and just put the answer under it? You don't have to. It'd just be easier for me to know what you chose for the answers. Anyway, here it is.. 1. You have scurvy and bunions and you are over 23 miles away from base camp. What do you do? A. run as fast as you can to get there B. rest under a tree until you don't feel as bad C. break down crying 2. Some of the people you are with won't stop complaining about the conditions. What do you do? A. tell them to stop being babies and deal with it B. shoot the chief complainer C. tell them you are sorry 3. A black widow spider is seen crawling on your shoulder. What do you do? A. kill it with a shoe B. run away screaming C. pass out 4. A tribe of war painted natives come to your camp and demand gifts. What do you do? A. shoot at them and tell them to go away B. give them your dinner C. run far, far away 5. Some of the people you are with are getting tired of exploring and are feeling discouraged. What do you do? A. tell them they are wasting your time and send them home B. give them extra food C. pout 6. There is a deadly, raging river ahead and the only way across is a rope bridge that looks frayed. What do you do? A. volunteer to go over first and examine it's strength B. send the fattest person over at gun point C. panic because you don't know what to do 7. There is nothing left to eat or drink. What do you do? A. shoot your guinea pig and eat it B. boil a gourmet dish of grasshoppers C. starve If you answered mostly A's, you are intrepid, courageous and a little crazy. You would make an excellent explorer. If you answered mostly B's, you are sensible, you take a logical approach to problems, and you make a terrific tour guide. If you answered mostly C's, you are too timid to be an adventurer. Stay home and read a book about adventure instead. Ha, so what did you all get? Anyway, I'm going to hit the hay. Sorry if there's tons of typos in this. I'm tired. Today's Friday! TGIF! xoxo Britty

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

My mom collapsed in Kohls yesterday. I wasn't there, I was in school at the time. She didn't even bother to have them call 911. She friggin' drove home, and when she got home, she still felt the way she did when she was in the store so the EMT's came to our house. They said it might be a result of anxiety, or her electro lights aren't right. That's why I worry about her so much, something always happens. To top it off, there's a big chance I'll be taken away from my mom. Stuff just keeps getting better and better everyday. *Grumbles* There was something that kept my mind off all this crap for the most part, and that something, or shall I say someone was Ashley. Ha, I'm using your real name! Ashley is larienvardamir. Aha, she's gonna be really mad. So thank you Ashy. *Huggles* Seriously, it's only been a few days that we've known each other, but I feel like I've known her forever. I have two appointments today. I have my psychiatrist appointment at two, and then a meeting with my dad at four. He probably won't pick me up. In fact I had a dream about that. Weird. Anyway, I hafta take a shower, and put my wonderful ROTC uniform on! Woohoo!... Right. I hope you all have a great day. One more day, and it's Friday! xoxo Britty

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

It's midnight, and I can't sleep. -.-

My grandpa got in a car accident yesterday. It wasn't his fault though. He was at a stop sign, and some guy hit him from behind. My grandpa didn't even bother to have the guy pay for the damages, because he didn't have insurance, so my grandpa went easy on him. His back hurts though. So, that's not good. I feel bad because I hurt Larien's feelings. *Sigh* I feel really, really bad. I like her a lot. She's so nice and she's sweet, and I repay her by hurting her. I'm a horrible person. I tried telling her that. She doesn't seem to think so though, or she probably does now. I'm sorry Larien. You can do so much better than me sweetie. I'm currently being ignored by Kiki and Ashli. Kiki's been ignoring me for a while now. Ashli just started to ignore me. I shouldn't get so attached to people. I almost ran away yesterday. I was getting so stressed, and lately I've been thinking about doing that anyway. Thing is I have no where to go. I'd probably die outside too. Which I don't really mind, but yeah. I'm thinking about doing a theme of Bloo or Cheese from Fosters Home. I don't know yet. Anyway, I hope you all have a great day. xoxo Britty

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

My friend Caitlin made a site on here. It's notsoperfect.:] Ha, chances are she won't update, 'cause she probably doesn't know how. Or she'll forget about this site. Meh.. Anyway, go welcome her, and be nice. If you don't be nice I'll have to kick your asses. So many people are in pain, and it makes me so mad. I just want to take it all away from them. I would if I could. Sometimes I wonder if my problems are even worth complaining about. My stuff compared to other people's is nothing. Then again we all struggle in some way, and it effects everyone differently. I was watching this new show called Paranormal State on A&E last night, and it's about spirits and demons, and it's all real. Holy shit people.. It scared the living daylights out of me! After watching it, I was being all paranoid and thinking there was a ghost or something in my room. Ha, never again will I watch something like that at night. Anyway, I really don't have anything else to say. So I hope you all have a great day. xoxo Britty

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Monday, December 10, 2007

My theme is Jeffree Star. I love him. He's awesome. If you don't like him, then screw you. I dun care. It was supposed to snow, but it didn't. I'm mad. There's school closings, but of course Manchester doesn't have a delay or a closing. This morning my mom came in my room, and I had one eye open and she turned the light on, and now I can't see out of that eye, and it's been like a few minutes now. Yesterday I spent all day talking to larienvardamir the new friend I made yesterday. It was fun. She's really nice. My mom is all of a sudden racist. It's because of her fucking boyfriend. He's changed her so much. Not for the better, but for the worse. It's really annoying. She kept saying racist comments, and I was like, "If you keep saying those things I'm seriously going to punch you in the face." Pisses me off. The next person to tell me that they love me, and don't mean it, is going to be my last and final straw. That hurts. Not like that person or people care, but telling me you love me and then liking someone else, or not meaning it at all, hurts. I'm really, really, really, really, really worried about one of my friends. I feel so useless because I can't help in anyway. I live on the other side of the world, and I hate that. I'd do anything to help that person, but I can't. I'm so worried though. Anyway, I have to get ready for prison aka school. I hope you all have a great day. xoxo Britty

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