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Birthday
• 1991-11-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In a tree of course.
Member Since
• 2007-09-25
Occupation
• Tree Hugger
Real Name
• Britty

Personal

Achievements
• Umm... I have no clue.
Anime Fan Since
• Digimon, didn't know what it was till 8th grade. So, I'm still a newb when it comes to anime.
Favorite Anime
• Love Hina, Ouran High School Host Club, Strawberry Panic!, Kashimashi, Fruits Basket, Blood+, Digimon, Naruto, and of course Hello Kitty! =^.^=
Goals
• Get my tongue pierced. XD Get an awesome tramp stamp tattoo, and I wanna be a vet. So, I gotta whip out those good grades.
Hobbies
• Hugging trees, color guard, NJROTC, obsessing over girls, rainbow collector, etc.
Talents
• I can hula hoop for about two minutes without it falling down. I can also pick things up with my toes, change the car radio with my toes. Pretty pathetic stuff. XD




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myOtaku.com: Gruesome Heart


Sunday, October 14, 2007


There is no closure.
Maybe for you, but not for me.
I don't think there ever will be.
And so, your presence will be on my mind.
Because that'll be the only time I know that you love me, because it's my own fantasy.
You won't be able to tell me that it's for my own good.
Because in my fantasy being with you IS for my own good.
You won't be able to reject me.
And even though my fantasy isn't real, it's all I have left.
All my empty heart has left.
My fantasy future plans.
And I'll still love you, and I'll always be here for you.
If you need me, I'll take you in.
If you want me, I'll have you in an instant.
I'll keep you forever, and never repeat the mistakes that I made.
I miss you already, and I'll miss you forever.
For my fantasy future plans won't last forever.

Not if there isn't a mind to keep those plans in.

I love you Emily, that's true.

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And I'm sorry Ashli.
I know you must hate me.
Everyone hates me by now, and I don't blame anyone.
I just didn't want to hurt you, and it wasn't fair that I was in love with someone, while being with you.
So, Brendon..
Feel free to bitch at me.
I deserve it.

//x

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