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Birthday
• 1991-11-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In a tree of course.
Member Since
• 2007-09-25
Occupation
• Tree Hugger
Real Name
• Britty

Personal

Achievements
• Umm... I have no clue.
Anime Fan Since
• Digimon, didn't know what it was till 8th grade. So, I'm still a newb when it comes to anime.
Favorite Anime
• Love Hina, Ouran High School Host Club, Strawberry Panic!, Kashimashi, Fruits Basket, Blood+, Digimon, Naruto, and of course Hello Kitty! =^.^=
Goals
• Get my tongue pierced. XD Get an awesome tramp stamp tattoo, and I wanna be a vet. So, I gotta whip out those good grades.
Hobbies
• Hugging trees, color guard, NJROTC, obsessing over girls, rainbow collector, etc.
Talents
• I can hula hoop for about two minutes without it falling down. I can also pick things up with my toes, change the car radio with my toes. Pretty pathetic stuff. XD




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myOtaku.com: Gruesome Heart


Tuesday, October 23, 2007

My feelings are starting to get the best of me.
Which means she's probably not going to talk to me at all.
I don't want that.
So, I'm going to have to control my feelings.

You know..
Color guard is my major support group.
The girls there are really amazing.
Kerri kept hugging me yesterday, and then Becca did.
It's strange.
I'm not used to being hugged.
Normally I don't let anyone see me sad, especially my mom.
So, when ever I was I wouldn't let her see.
I'd handle it my own way.
Which obviously wasn't the right way.

One more day and I'll get to talk to my mom.
I can't wait.
I miss her, and I want to know how she is.
My grandma went to visit her yesterday, and they have her on so much medication she couldn't even hold a conversation due to being so tired.

My grandpa will be coming to stay tomorrow night, and I really don't want to see him.
I don't mean it in a mean way..
It's just..
It's hard enough being in this room, because it's where most the stuff happened.
It's going to be harder seeing him sitting in here, and I'm sure it's going to be even harder for him, and I'm thankful that he's willing to stay here.

Ali talked to me yesterday.
Just looking at her makes everything go away, and a lot of people don't have that kind of power over me.
Especially just by looking at them.
I love her, and I don't know her.
I wish I wasn't so damn shy.
It's hard to look at her, I'm so hard on myself, I just don't like it when people talk to me.
But yesterday I was feeling so lonely, and all I wanted to do was be around Ali..

So, yeah..
I hope you all have a great day.

xoxo Britty

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