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Wednesday, November 7, 2007


It's so weird how the happiness of someone else can make me so happy.
My house could burn down right now and I'd be like, "All right!"
I could run around naked screaming, "Isn't life grand?!" and not even care what people think.
I could arrive to school and get punched in the face and say, "Oh! Thank you for that gift!"
Seriously, nothing could bring me down right now.

Why am I so happy?
Well, because my Brendon is happy.
Knowing he's happy means the world to me.
He's been through so much, he deserves to be happy.

I think he has a new boyfriend.
*Smiles real big*
Dakota.
I like him.
He's a sweetie.
So adorable.
Him and Brendon would make world's adorable-est couple.

Usually I don't feel this way about a guy being with another guy, because I'm into girls.
It's different with Brendon though, maybe because I love him so much.
I mean, obviously I have nothing against it.
I just don't think it's cute, like tons of other girls do.
Although Brendon and Dakota are cute.

All I know is Dakota asked Brendon out.
I'm thinking Brendon said yes, because he's so fond of Dakota.
He better have.
Otherwise I'm gonna have to kick his tushy.

Really though.
I've never loved someone like I love Brendon.
I seriously love him as if he was my son.
I'm not a mom, and I don't know what it feels like to be one, but I love that child more than live it's self.

I felt that way about Mattie too.
I still do.
He'll always be my Mattie baby.
I think this is a gift from Mattie.

You see, I feel less stressed.
I feel like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I can actually breathe.
I actually feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Feels great.
So, thanks Mattie baby.

Anyway, I hope you all have a fantastic day.
Especially you Brendon, and Dakota.
*Huggles*

xoxo Britty


Me: Watching Banana. "He looks sick or something."
Banana: *Poops*
Me: D: That's why.
XDDD

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