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Birthday
• 1991-11-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In a tree of course.
Member Since
• 2007-09-25
Occupation
• Tree Hugger
Real Name
• Britty

Personal

Achievements
• Umm... I have no clue.
Anime Fan Since
• Digimon, didn't know what it was till 8th grade. So, I'm still a newb when it comes to anime.
Favorite Anime
• Love Hina, Ouran High School Host Club, Strawberry Panic!, Kashimashi, Fruits Basket, Blood+, Digimon, Naruto, and of course Hello Kitty! =^.^=
Goals
• Get my tongue pierced. XD Get an awesome tramp stamp tattoo, and I wanna be a vet. So, I gotta whip out those good grades.
Hobbies
• Hugging trees, color guard, NJROTC, obsessing over girls, rainbow collector, etc.
Talents
• I can hula hoop for about two minutes without it falling down. I can also pick things up with my toes, change the car radio with my toes. Pretty pathetic stuff. XD




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myOtaku.com: Gruesome Heart


Friday, November 9, 2007

I Miss You..
I miss Emily..
I told myself I was going to get over her, because she no longer likes me.
It's just not that easy.
I couldn't go to sleep last night because I was thinking about how badly I screwed up.
How I yearned for her to say the things she used to say to me, and knowing that she loved me.

Now she could care less if she talked to me.
If only I could be that way too.

The only reason I stopped talking to her is because I saw one of her post's and it said this, "We've reached the end of our rope. Honestly, I couldn't deal with it. She always had more problems than I could fix. So, THE END."
Just knowing that she couldn't stand me because of my problems made me feel bad.
I know I have problems, I just trusted her.
I thought she would be there for me.
I didn't want to overwhelm her with my problems any longer, so I thought by not talking to her it'd help.
It only made things worse.

Eh..
Complaining about it isn't going to make it any better.
I just miss her.
I hate feeling the tension we have between each other.

See, it's starting all over again.
People are leaving me.
Dropping like flies.

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