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Birthday
• 1991-11-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In a tree of course.
Member Since
• 2007-09-25
Occupation
• Tree Hugger
Real Name
• Britty

Personal

Achievements
• Umm... I have no clue.
Anime Fan Since
• Digimon, didn't know what it was till 8th grade. So, I'm still a newb when it comes to anime.
Favorite Anime
• Love Hina, Ouran High School Host Club, Strawberry Panic!, Kashimashi, Fruits Basket, Blood+, Digimon, Naruto, and of course Hello Kitty! =^.^=
Goals
• Get my tongue pierced. XD Get an awesome tramp stamp tattoo, and I wanna be a vet. So, I gotta whip out those good grades.
Hobbies
• Hugging trees, color guard, NJROTC, obsessing over girls, rainbow collector, etc.
Talents
• I can hula hoop for about two minutes without it falling down. I can also pick things up with my toes, change the car radio with my toes. Pretty pathetic stuff. XD




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myOtaku.com: Gruesome Heart


Friday, December 7, 2007

My dad didn't end up picking me up yesterday.
I was exited for some reason.
Mostly because Caitlin's never seen my dad, and finally she would, and everyone else in color guard.
Then it was past 2:25, the time he was going to pick me up, and I knew he wasn't coming.

My mom called him the night before to remind him that he had to pick me up.
She said he sounded messed up.
So, he was most likely high.

I don't know why I get disappointed.
I mean, I should be used to it.
He does this to me all the time.
He "forgets".
Right.
Yet he can remember that he has to go to other things for Leah and Bobby. (Half brother and sister)
Sometimes I wonder if he forgets that he has another daughter.

I got on the bus to go home, and I felt really sad.
I was about to cry, and I asked my friend Ariel to sit next to me, and she goes, "I can't sit next to you. I can sit behind you, but not next to you."
I asked her why and she said, "Because, you know I sit with Eric, it's like a rule."
So I was like, "Whatever."
She asked what was wrong, but I wouldn't tell her because I obviously was less important compared to fucking Eric.

Thus that made me feel even more depressed, which made me want to cry even more.
I didn't though.

It's weird..
I don't cry.
No matter how much something hurts, I don't cry.
It's like I have no tears left.
The only thing I have left is blood, and soon that won't be left.
Ugh..
I just wish I could cry.
It feels nice when you finally can after a long time.

Anyway, I have to take a shower and get ready for school.
Today I'm wearing my, "I love girls" shirt, 'cause I didn't wear it the other day.
Along with my rainbow earrings that Caitlin got me, and maybe my rainbow belt, which she also got me.
So, enjoy your Friday guys!
It's finally Friday!
Love you all!
*Muah!*

xoxo Britty

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