Sunday, March 9, 2008

ok guys. Not the usual kind of post this time. I'm kind of curious about something. Alright what i want to know is how is it possible for someone to hold a grudge? I mean it takes wayy too much effort for me to even get to the point of being mad none the less staying at that point. Takes away too much energy because i have to keep making up reasons to stay mad at the person, after a while they may sound stupid even too much. I feel tired if i do. so i haven't gotten extremely mad in a while, at least not to the point of holding a grudge. so what i want to know how is it even possible to keep a life time grudge?
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Saturday, March 8, 2008

hey
hey guys, I'm doing fine.. <.< and jay yes it's that annoying.... she made sure i wouldn't be able to put may hair up in a pony tail. lol
ohh i won't be on much cause my labtop broke so i'll be sure to tell you guys when it's fixed again. though i'm sure u'll know considering i'll be on much more. I finished reading great expectations and no we're all on The joy luck club...<.< fun i know. But i guess i really don't mind that much.
Um...what else. not much more to tell. i'll talk to you guys later.
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Saturday, March 1, 2008

hey
hey guys not much to report...um..i've been feeling a little better ^^. oh yea. forgot i also cut my hair...really really short. guy cut short. mom wanted it all off so i don't have the choice of putting it in a pony tail. <.< that's my hair style always...it doesn't change often. now i can't do much with it. not that i would but still.. ^^;.
um...what else. i'm finally getting to see martian child. i really wanted to watch that movie.
Have lot's of work to do. Update on work: It doesn't get smaller. <.< If i finish it, it keeps growing. I know creepy...If anyone figures out a way to make it shrink please tell me (buttons, mutants, pixies, fairy dust, etc.) <.< yes i'm that desperate.
what's new with you guys? I apologize for not commenting anymore. i can't for reasons i've already stated. ^^; anysways talk to you guys later.
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Monday, February 25, 2008

hey
hey guys,
i've totally been out of it these days. like..i'm watching myself live from a third perspective. wierd huh? anysways it's been interesting to say the least. a little worried about all my friends..haha...ok for those who know me really well know it's way more than a little ^^; but it kind of never decreases so it's cool.
um..what else...i'm having a real hard time concentrating. my mind always wanders off and i end up thinking of some of the most... unusual things. not bad it's just...strange. i normally do think about this stuff but i usually have control over it.
lol anysways i guess i'm going to stop rambling. sorry guys ^^ anysways how are you all doing?

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

hey
hey guys, i'm supposed to be doing work at the moment but i don't think i can quite concentrate. hm...i'm really bored. got to talk to an old friend today. it was cool. am a little worried but then again that's not exactly anything new ^^;. hm..i haven't been able to talk to be other best friend in a while because i'm kind of grounded and he refused to call because he always looses my number. -_-; we've actually done an experiment. it take like a day for him to lose my number. lol so i usually end up being the one that calls. the other best friend is ok i think. she called a while ago but i didn't get to talk. because well <.< *points up* you guys already know. anysways i'll talk to you guys later
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Saturday, February 9, 2008

hey
Hey guys. i apologise for my last post. i was kind of out of it. I feel a little better. I got to talk to some old friends. But i guess i should be getting to work soon. I know i keep saying that i'll post up some of my poems but it keeps slipping my mind. ^^;. maybe i'll do it next time.
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Saturday, February 2, 2008

my life so far
*sighs* wow...lol i'm extremely tired at the moment. too much complaining from me ^^; sorry.
This week has been interesting to say the least. My grades were in the b range so i'm basically grounded at the moment. Not fun but i deserved it. Um...what else. ohh yea my future. You know how most people not sure about their future..well i'm kind of like hat at the moment. and well my sis is kind of getting mad at me because i'm easily influenced by my parents. I don't see how that's so wrong considering i don't like to fight pointlessly. If i seriously had a problem with what they were telling me then i would fight like heck. So at the moment i don't care....though i guess i kind of should. It's just my dad's wierd about the classes i choose and i don't really mind. But my sis and mom get mad at me for listening to him. <.< ugh...i hate fighting with them. darn...if i had a problem with it they should know that i would be fighting back. but since i have no clue as to what i'm doing then i'm ok with getting a little guidance....
way too much complaining ^^; sorry guys i'm going to deal with it anysways...how are you guys doing?
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

hey
lol midterms are finally over! ^^ extremely happy about that. hm...i think i did alright. or hope i did anysways <.<
how is everyone doing?
*pokes you guys* hm...things at home have been well... alright i guess.
been writing poems. am thinking whether or not i should post them though.
anysways talk to you guys later
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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Hey
Hey guys, won't be getting on much ( <.< i know i know. i don't get on much anysways, sorry about that ^^;) I won't be getting on because mid terms are next week so i have to spend time cramming. -_- i hate exams. though i feel better. How is everyone ^^
anysways i 'll talk to you guys later
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Sunday, January 6, 2008

Hey
Hello guys,
A bit tired today. School starts tomorrow ^^;, yea i know not exactly the best thing to be reminded of.
Hm...i have a question for everyone..or i guess it's a few questions... I've been wondering about the defenition of strength. Things such as What is it? How do i aquire it? And if possibly How do i become stronger?... It's wierd but i was kinda thinking about it the other day and i'm not sure how i would measure it or even what i would describe it as. What do you guys think?
anysways talk to you later
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