Monday, June 25, 2007

hey
hey guys
um....not much going on. Well other than the fact i've confirmed my sister's dead body is buried in the back yard. lol kidding. their over it.
Ok well i was thinking and um....u know how everyone whether or not they believe has an image of god in their mind. Well i don't really believe in the stupid image of a dictator that likes to pass judgement of whether or not people go to heaven. I mean god is supposed to be higher and more understanding than us right? well if he was i doubt he would act like a stupid brat about a fruit or punish people to eternal hell. I mean when i imagine him i imagine a gradfatherly figure (maybe something like merlin) and a smiling old lady at his side. See since there is no good and bad and it's all a matter of perspective i don't think he would judge. I think he lets us make our own cjoices and that's the end of it. But what i am wondering is well since there is no good and bad and no one has the right to pass judgment hm...well then what exactly is the deciding factor of whether or not u get into heaven?
lol...sorry i was just pondering it. haha i guess i was being stupid again. sorry. well what have you guys been doing so far in the summer.
Um...question
1) what is the worse thing that happened to you or could happen to you? your choice which you want to answer or lol if you want to answer at all
anysways ttyl
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Heg
Hey guys. It seemed not to matter if i put the ending up for the book so here it is. Um...int the end the boy found out that he didn't have to choose between his parents instead he decided just to be himself. ok i know it was cheesy and expected but the story line was awesome. He also learned that there was no good or bad, It was all dependant on perspective. yea i kinda already knew that but it was cool anyway.
Haven't even started on the new book but i am writing a story. It's really bad in my opinion but then again i haven't let anyone else see it. lol.
haha my sis is soooo dead. I mean it. My mom is going to murder her. See she went with a friend to some ballet thing (=_= kinda hard to believe she's related) lol. And it's ten and she's still not home and she hasn't even called.
My grandma made fun of me. See i'm terrified of crockroaches (i know haha) and she said i could watch all the booth pareth (hindi) or Scary stuff. Which in truth isn't really that bad. She even counts cartoons as scary and i'm not even talking about horror movies. Lol it was so stupid but it was fun spending time with my grandma and great grandma.
question:What do you imagine heaven and hell are like?
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Friday, June 22, 2007

hey
Hey guys
was bored so i thought i'd post some quotes.
1)Most men pursue pleasure with such breathless haste that they hurry past it.
2)History is the version of past events that people have decided to agree upon
3)Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.
4)A fashion is nothing but an induced epidemic.
5)A classic is something that everybody wants to have read and nobody wants to read.
6)You always second guess yourself. Just think of all the time you'd save if you just trusted yourself.
7)The opposite of the religious fanatic is not the fanatical atheist but the gentle cynic who cares not whether there is a god or not.

ok i know a bunch of these were lame but i thought most of them were true so i posted them.
Um...I finished my book. Bless Me Ultima. It was a really good book. Kind of sad at the end. Oh do u guy want to know what happened to the little boy in the book? I started on a new one it's called "i was a teenage fairy". I don't really think it's going to be as good a read as the last one but it should be a light read. Plus it's fiction so it should be good.
Um....so what's new with u guys? Done anything interesting over the summer?
anysways will post later.
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

hey
Hey, i was thinking and a really good friend of mine doesn't trust me...and that got me thinking that maybe i'm not trustworthy, maybe i'm not that good of a friend. She thinks i did something and i have no idea what it is, i just don't like thinking that maybe i hurt her *sighs* i guess i may be overthinking things again. It's just i usually do my absolute best to help my friends in any way so it kind of hurts when i'm not trusted and i guess they probably have a reason for not trusting me(and it's probably true).
lol i'm being stupid again.
Oh yea that book i was reading. Bless me ultima. It's kind of good. It reminds me of a situation my friend is in. See this boy is born of two people with different life styles and the boy is expected to follow in the foot steps of one of them. So he is supposed to choose. I don't see why he can't just be himself instead of follow in the footsteps of one of his parents. Well i guess i'll find out when i reach the end of the book. lol tori'll kill me. sorry that was random.
Um.... I was thinking i would start writing a rant but i have no idea what the topic should be. I guess i should think about it. Anysways ttyl for now
question: what do you think my rant should be about?
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Monday, June 18, 2007

hey
Hey guys, Nothing much new just felt like posting. My mom and sis are fighting again (wooo hoo big surprise. lol) except this time their trying a new method. The silent treatment and it's actually worse than their screaming cause this way they'll never be able to fix it. I guess i'm over thinking it.
My volunteering starts tomorrow. can't wait.
I finished the sequel and it was awesome except now i want to read the last book in the trilogy. I started on another required read It's called bless me ultima. Anysways ttyl
question: What is the object that holds the most sentimental value for you or the object you care for the most? Why?
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Friday, June 15, 2007

Hey
Hey guys,
how's your summer going so far? Mine is ok i guess. Hm...the only exciting thing happening so far is that i am volunteering to teach kids to read. it should be fun. oh yea...well...i seem to get my sis mad everytime i breathe. lol. But i guess that's nothing new.
Ugh my dad is so hard to shop for. Especially on fathers day actually that's true on any occasion that requires a present for him. It's not so much that he's picky because he'll act happy no matter what we get him. But it's that he doesn't want anything so we usually have no idea what to get him or more of get him the same thing every time.
lol but i guess it's fun shopping for him anyway(though i must admit i hate shopping a WHOLE lot)
anysways ttyl
question
1)what are you guys getting ur dad for fathers day?
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Hey guys
Hey guys. I was bored so i thought i'd post. YAY?! i am almost done with that stupid book. I also got the cool new sequel to Blue Bloods today. I can't wait to read it. Ugh i have to watch that stupid nancy drew movie that's coming out. My sis is a BIG FAN. i am soooooo looking forward to it -_-. lol i guess it won't be that bad. Anysways i will talk to u guys later.
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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Hey
Hey went to the beach yesterday. It was beautiful. Watching the waves come in and out was fun. though i have to admit it was so FRIGGIN hot. But i guess that's ok. I saw a little girl with her dad. *sad smile* it was cute. lol. I made my sister wet and she's not supposed to go in the water. She got SO mad at me. It was hilarious. THe horizon was huge. The view was great.
Hm...today my mom and sis are fighting AGAIN?! *sighs* i can't even say anything about it. Apparently its "none of my business" even though all i was trying to do was help. It hurts when she says that. lol i'm being silly again. sorry about that.
Hm....i guess i'll post up some quotes

1)The sage said, "The best thing is not to hate anyone, only to love. That is the only way out of it. As soon as you have forgiven those whom you hate, you have gotten rid of them. Then you have no reason to hate them; you just forget.
2)The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.
3)The Procrastinator's Creed:

1. I believe that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.

2. I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.

3. I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of consideration.

4. I shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could expect to receive from missing them.

5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligations.

6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of time given.

7. I shall never forget that the probability of a miracle, though infinitesmally small, is not exactly zero.

8. If at first I don't succeed, there is always next year.

9. I shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my mind.

10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when I get around to it.

11. I obey the law of inverse excuses which demands that the greater the task to be done, the more insignificant the work that must be done prior to beginning the greater task.

12. I know that the work cycle is not plan/start/finish, but is wait/plan/plan.

13. I will never put off until tomorrow, what I can forget about forever.

14. I will become a member of the ancient Order of Two-Headed Turtles (the Procrastinator's Society) if they ever get it organized.

4)"Top Ten List: Why Elvis Will Replace Jesus"
(a classic Net humor piece)

10. His motto "Taking Care of Business" appeals to the power structure better than "Jesus Saves."
9. White jumpsuits are more practical than white robes in most parts of the world.
8. Elvis had better songs!
7. Elvis had sex!
6. Elvis approved of his followers having sex!
5. The Presley-Jackson Estate will probably own most of the world anyway.
4. JC's disciples drove camels; Elvis' disciples drove Caddies. Which would you rather be?
3. You don't have to starve yourself to emulate Elvis.
2. JC's followers learned "turn the other cheek." Elvis' followers learned karate.
1. You're still reading this.

ok sorry for it being so long. Thanks if u have gotten this far. I hope u found some of the quotes funny. *smirks* anysways ttyl
~deathstyle~
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Friday, June 8, 2007

Hey
Hey guys
um...nothing much going on. i wrote a new poem and one of my close friends kind of "convinced" me to post it. (lol it was kind of blackmail)
alright here it is.

Changes begin one at a time



We lie waiting
Looking out the window staring
At the world stating
Someone has to change it, daring

We say that every day
We think that in everyway
Yet we don’t lift a finger
We live in a place that flees wouldn’t even linger

A world so corrupted
I doubt anyone has ever seen
But no one has yet interrupted
It’s trail of dirt and of it no one is keen

Yet we don’t do anything
We complain every second of the day
But due to our fear, laziness, and “everything”
And when asked about it we don’t have anything to say

A world isn’t made without mistakes
And neither is anything
We have to work at it and give it all it takes
But we fear the events that come along after as a string

What if nothing happens? What if the mark isn’t hit?
What if we lose our lives? And we still don’t fulfill?
If we don’t want to fix it
No one ever will
Fix this mess of a pit

lol it's wierd sorry about that. Anysways i have a quiz that i got off of a friends site and i thought it was cool so i'm going to post it afterwards. Oh sorry no quotes today but i'll put some up next time.
Here's the quiz:


What would you say if:

1.I committed suicide:
2.I said I like you
(for opposite gender):
3.I kissed you
(for opposite gender):
4.I liked someone you didn’t:
5.I was hospitalized:
6.I ran away from home:

What do you think of my:

7.Personality:
8.Who are you?
9.Are we friends?
10.When and how did we meet?
11.What do you think of me?
12.How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
13.Do you love me?
14.Have I ever hurt you?
15.Would you hug me?
16.Would you kiss me?
17.Are we close?
18.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19.How long have you known me?
20.Describe me in one word.
21.What was your first impression?
22.Do you still think that way about me now?
23.What do you think my weakness is?
24.Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)?
25.What reminds you of me?
26.What's something you would change about me?
27.How well do you know me?
28.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29.If so tell me now? (or PM me)
30.Do you think I would kill someone?


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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

hey
I did promise quotes this time didn't i? ok i will post them. But i wont' post any of the poems because i believe they are worthless and suck. don't ask why. ok um...today i spent the whole day at borders. was really really boring but i got to check out some new books so it was ok i guess. Its just all the people kind of made me nervous. As i told u i am really really shy if you don't know me already and it takes a lot of pushing for someone to become a really good friend of mine. ^_^' it really sucks but i am trying to work on the shyness. *sighs*
lol anysways now for the quotes
1)"Our greatest illusion is to believe that we are what we think ourselves to be"
2)People everywhere enjoy believing things that they know are not true. It spares the the ordreal of thinking for themselves and taking responsibility for what they know
3) Everything that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream
4) Of all the illusions that beset man kind none is quite so curious as the tendency to suppose that we are mentally and morally superior to those who differ from us in opinion.
5)I thought i'd try somethng a little more funny so here it is: " A recent survey stated that the average person's greatest fear is having to give a speech in public. Somehow this ranked even higher than death which was third on the list. So, you're telling me that at a funeral, most people would rather be the guy in the coffin than have to stand up and give a eulogy. "
6) this ones kinda funny too but its short:" When I was young I was called a rugged individualist. When I was in my fifties I was considered eccentric. Here I am doing and saying the same things I did then and I'm labeled senile. "
7) Everybody wants to live forever, but nobody wants to grow old

lol ok if u got this far i congradulate u. Next time i'll make it a lot shorter. sorry. Um....I may do last words or a poem next time.
till then
see ya
~deathstyle~
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