Tuesday, June 5, 2007

hey guys
ok ill start off with ur questions
1) i was posting that from the internet on a cell phone
2) my favorite colors are yellow and blue (lol verry opposing colors)
Um...today's been ok. I got a little more of the reading done and it's actually getting verry interesting.
I've been working on a lot of poems but i'm kinda partial about posting them. I also found a lot of quotes so i'll post them up next time.
summer is so darned boring. I''m sitting with my dad right now. He's watching charlie rose and it's about charlie rose and a reporter that has done a bibliograhy about hilary clintons talking about Hilary Clinton's history and whether or not she should be president. *shrugs* actually this topic is better than the ones they usually have.
ok i'll post a few questions
Um...
1) Who do you think will win the next presidential election? Why?
2) What is ur favorite song?
3)What do you think heaven and hell are like?
4)Is there anyone u hate?
lol strange questions anysways ttyl

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Saturday, June 2, 2007

hey
Hey guys
I really don't have much to say. Lol. Just felt like randomely posting.
I am reading this stupid book called the historian and I am hating every second of it. It's a horror/historical novel about dracula. And as I said before horror novels aren't really my thing. Its not that their scarey its just that their a little too predictable. Plus this particular author pays way too much attention on details. -_-.
I am in the car right now and thinking how my sister is sooooo STRANGE. She's sleeping in the car. she has a strange ability to sleep anywhere. and it's impossible for me to. I can't sleep anywhere other than a bed. *smirks* maybe i am the one that is wierd. *shrugs* could be
Umm... Nothing muchMore to say well other than summer is really boring!
Here are some questions
Any interesting books or movies you like?
What do you usually like to do when your bored?
Um.... Oh...
Any questions you'd like to ask me?
Lol strange question. Anysways ttyl
-deathsytle-
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Hey
*sighs* why do people lie? Why do people keep things from one another? All people have done this to someone or had this done to themselves and they know how much it hurts for the person. Especially if the person is close and trusts you with everything and expects you to trust them. I know at times it may seem easier but it hurts and eventually you have to tell the truth or it will be found out(which hurts even more). Becuase if you tell a lie eventually you'll have to tell another lie to keep the first one a secret. And when the time comes for it to eventually be found out it all comes down like a tower of cards.
Hm...I kind of understand why people keep things from others. They'd rather not have those close to them worrying but in this case those who are close to them worry even more than necessary and plus being worried they are hurt because they thought they could be trusted. (i myself have done this a lot). It's not right and everyone know's it but they do it anyway because at that particular moment they are looking for an easy way out. (cowardly).
*sighs* i guess i'm rambling. *sighs*. lol. sorry about that. anysways how is everyone's summer? Anything new?
i really don't feel like typing anymore so ttyl
~deathstyle~
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Monday, May 28, 2007

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hey


Heres a music vid that i really liked so i thought i'd post it up. Tell me what you guys think.
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Hey
UGH?! i am so friggin tired. Mom blackmailed me into shopping with her all day. -_-. It was so far from fun. I am not even exaggerating. All day me and shopping. I am surprised i am not dead yet. lol. I guess you guys have heard enough of my complaining. How was your day?
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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Here
Here's a poem i got from maya of the wolves
i thought i'd repost it becuase i liked it so much

Would you stop a Falling angel, if she came to you?
Would you call her name, to make her fall for you?
Or would you let her go and marvel in her grace, and let
her join the heavens,
to fall for some other face?

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Hey (rant)
Hey guys,
have you ever noticed that when we look at ourselves we see ourselves from someone elses eyes. We have gained the opinion we have of ourselves form someone else. When someone else says we're beautiful we think we're beautiful. When someone else thinks we're smart we think we're somart. So whenever we blame a person for thining too highly of themselves its our fault because we thought of them that way. But this same action can have an opposite effect. When we say someone else is ugly they think thier ugly. When we think someon else is stupid they think their stupid. So all in all what we say/think/do has an effect on the poeple around us everyday. (stating the obvious) The difference is that the effect may be good or bad depending on us. I don't believe anyone in this world intentionally hurts people (though some think otherwise) Think about it people talk about a geek and she/he has low self esteeem but when the geek gets a makeover and she has the confidence of a lion. Why? Because at that point we think of her that way. Everyone in this world has insecurities there is no one in the world without them. And when we poke and tear at them we destroy (self concept) them and someone eventually comes along to destroy (self concept) us. That's why we need to be more careful wih our words. But since i know not everyone in the world does this/ I'll say that before we start trusting opinions other people make about us we need to make our own opinion about ourselves. Then we needx to stay true to that opnion because if we lived by others opinions of us we sould be living in heck more than half of the time. That's because their opinion of us is swayed easily becuase they don't know us. Only we know us and have the right to judge ourselves.
Alright sorry about that but i was um...in the ranting mood i guess
anysways ttyl
I will repost a poem later
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

goodbye
Lies are told
Friends are taken
Anger in actions is bold
Dreams are foresaken

We leave old lives behind
We enter new ones with more than a tear
We tie are feelings in a bind
We sigh and try to let go of the ones we hold dear

But through all this
Life goes on
Things are grown, anger is told, people live in bliss
While our new life is drawn
The world goes on, while we miss

But then, slowly but surely
We let go and live
We live for tomorrow and tie up our past securely
we live on, never forgetting, with so much to give

We leave behind
We go on and fly
and we live on, not looking behind
We never forget the memories even when we say goodbye


Hey sorry for the sucky poem. Felt like writing something and this was the only thing that came to mind. again sorry
~deathstyle~
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SCHOOL IS OVER?!
sorry that's all i can post at the moment but i'll post something else tomorrow
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