myOtaku.com: guddosyal

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Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• Texas
Member Since
• 2007-01-28
Occupation
• friend

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• forever
Favorite Anime
• Yu yu hakusho, Rurouni Kenshin, Blood +, Kitchen Princess, Penguin Revolution, fruits basket, inuyasha, trinity blood, bleach, cynical orange
Goals
• To travel the world, and collect books until i have the worlds biggest library
Hobbies
• reading, drawing, singing, I am totally interested in skulls, spirits, faries, death, and other things in that category. *shrugs* i may be part goth. but i'm a whole lot of other things so don't put me into one category just yet.
Talents
• drawing, singing, and writing poetry

myOtaku.com: guddosyal

Thursday, August 16, 2007

hey guys
lol um...i seemed to left some of u with the impression that fish camp meant that i was actually going fishing. um,...sorry about that. fish is what they call freshmen (no idea why) and it was just a freshmen gathering. it went uh....lets say it went ok... lol
k. guys here's a poem. i didn't write it. i got it off of a friends site. she reposted it. i'm not one for love (in that sense of the word). *shrugs* in fact i could totally live without it but this poem...made a lot of sense. and it's really good so i'm gana repost it.

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised to do

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I WOULD RATHER MAKE LOVE TO YOU THEN JUST SCREW YOU...
LIKE SOME RANDOM GUY.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry "

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as Subject "Girls dont realize these things"

lol k. there was the poem. i really liked it and i thought people make this mistake way too much. so i reposted it.
anysways i may post a poem of my own tomorrow...still thinking about it.

anysways um...for questions.
1)my school starts august 27
2)i've already been to the fish camp so there's 3)not much to guess now. lol
4)i don't really have a problem with it. it's just that i don't know anyone this year. not exactly a new situation to me but i'm still nervous.

questions for u:
1)ok...given the choice to have any occupation. fictional or non fictional. what would u choose?

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