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Monday, March 19, 2007
Ugh...
Sorry, I'm a bit slow on updating my pictures and things like that...Too much homework lately. And besides all I want to do is sit around and think about my boyfriend. I want to talk to him all the time, the only problem is, when I get the chance, I get all shy and shut my mouth. I don't get it. W/e I won't dump it on you guys. On a lighter note, I might be getting photo shop and a tablet! YES! Now my pictures will finally look decent! YAY! I had a really depressing dream last night...I dreamed that I finally yelled my feelings to everyone...How sad...
Here's how it went. I was in the girlz locker room and I was doin what I always do and then someone said, "Calm down" and that was IT! I just SNAPPED and yelled in everyones faces. I yelled, "That's it! I'm TIRED of everyone saying calm down calm down!! OMG! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE MYSELF IF EVERYONE SAYS 'omg calm down'?? I mean, all I do is give give give!! Give my friendship, give my happiness, give my love and what do I get in return?? I get horrible looks from EVERYONE!! They look at me like I'm some circus freak!! Except for a choice few, EVERYONE has looked at me that way!! And every single person says, omg your so wierd, and I say well what the [bleep]!! I am me!! I can't help it if God gave me the gift of being able to smile through cruely...smile through tears...I am always happy...It takes so much to set me off and then...I HATE YOU ALL!!! WHY ME?? WHY DO YOU ALL LOOK AT ME SO??!?!"
And then I woke up crying. The end. Sorry for the long entry...love you all *huggle*
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