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Monday, October 1, 2007

Worser than yesterday....
I don't know what to feel now.....I thought that I would be over this but I'm not. I don't want to walk away from this. It's really getting to me. Did I make a mistake? Should I have not been so quick to be angry with him? Should I have at least found out what was going on first before I acted out? I really care about my friend, and I do have a love for him, but I just couldn't understand it...maybe I'm wrong after all. I am not proud of the way that I have been handling this problem and I think that I made him angry with me instead...I guess that I falsely accused him. I don't want him to hate me. He's had a very hard time this past year, and the last thing that I would want is to hurt him, be another betrayal, another disappointment. I feel terrible. If I could talk to him today, I would, but...I'm just too ashamed. However, at the same time, I WANT to talk to him....I need to know if we can still salvage what we have. I'm sorry about this you guys. I just haven't felt this way before.
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