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• 1999
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Friday, October 5, 2007

Nighttime post
Hey all. Just a little nighttime post from Moi. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I feel like a bum. I'm 19 years old, I have no money to my name and no job right now. I feel so useless. My big sis says that it's okay, I just got out of High school and I should just enjoy the time that I have now hat I'm no longer in school. But I'm just doing the same ol' thing everyday. It's like a tormenting routine. I'm just yearning to be on the path somewhere, I feel like I could be doing so much more for myself right now, But I just do for others more than myself, and I wish that I can start being just a little more selfish. And to top that off, I'm being treated like a little preteen. It's like I have to get a parental consent on everything that I do. It's so unfair! I will be 20 years old next year and I'm still being ordered around like I'm a 14-year-old. I just wish that I can be trusted enough to make certain decisions for myself. I have more brains and wisdom than most think that I have. I want to learn and grow, it's just that I feel like being in this rut is making me go downhill, you know. I just want encouragement from ones that are close to me, I just don't feel like I'm getting enough of that. I've said enough already, maybe I should stop. I just want for someone to understand me and give me a chance. I have a lot to give. I'm just grateful to be able to express this to my fellow peers, because you all go through problems and stress like I do. I was told that these are just growing pains. They hurt...a lot.

~gwinggirl100
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