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Friday, November 30, 2007

Rant.
Alrighty, this post is basically a rant. I'm kind of upset, but this will help get it off my shoulders, and allow me to blow off some steam, and calm me down.

I do not want your pity. I don't need to be pitied. I'll get through this. I always have.

Basically, it's just stuff about my dad. I got home from a friend's house, and Mom said she got a phone call from one of his friends. He said my dad was in jail. Something about writing checks on a closed account, expired tags on license plate, and using different license plates for the car he stole, which was Mom's.

Mom got the car back, his stuff was still in it. Mom's probably going to pawn most of it. Some stuff she is just going to discard, like the spoon.. with a burn mark on it. Yep, my dad's a crack head. That surprised me a bit. I didn't believe it till Mom told me about that.

I also found out he is(or maybe was) a coke head. He would lie to Mom saying he'd go to band practice, when really, he'd go to his friend's house and they'd both snort coke. I never saw that coming, either.

It really makes me mad. I don't want anything to do with my dad anymore. I remember, the day he was asked to leave... the day after Mother's Day. He told me he was leaving. He said he had always loved Mom.. and that he still loved her.. and that he loved me. The first few months, we were still in touch. But after a while, it just stopped. I could no longer get a hold of him on his cell phone. He never called. He just dissapeared for a long time.. and as time went on, none of us really cared what happened to him. We had always thought about it, Mom and I. We always talked about him. We wondered if we ever crossed his mind. Or if maybe he had turned over a new leaf. Had stopped with the drugs and lying.

Right now, I don't care. He's no father of mine anymore. I am just about as sick of him as Mom is.

....

End emotional speech.

Crap! I need to change my layout! Oo


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