Friends Will Always Be There??

Everyone's gone. For real.
Brendon is missing. I haven't talked to him in forever. I miss him so much. I don't know where he went. I hope he's still alive.
But even if he isn't... I would never know.
I don't want him to turn into one of those people that 20 years from now I'm gonna think... "I remember that kid. I wonder what happened to him?"
I love that kid. He's like a brother. But... a

girly brother.

And Em. I still talk to her of course but she's gone from here too. I guess... I'm the only one left?
This place... has fucked everyone up. It's done good and bad. For instance, I've met many amazing people but in those amazing people was Jazz. If you've known me for long, you'd know how much he's hurt me. He actually was the reason I first cut myself. But I still made the choice to do it so... I don't blame him.
And em... she had to meet that girl. But she's better now, she doesn't talk to her anymore so she's happy again.
and brendon met us.
I wonder how they all are?
Brendon, Emily, and Jazz? Even that girl.
Have they changed too?
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

   xavy baby!



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Saturday, March 8, 2008

   NEW HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOO!






Hot yeh???
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Friday, February 22, 2008

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

   ..... Sad
I just realized something... I miss my friends on the otaku..... Man... this sucks. What happened to the good old days? If only they were still like that except with xavier in them. I miss you guys.
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

   RAWR!!!! (???)
I like that "rawr" thing.... It's menacing yet cute. Like MEEEEEE! ¢¾ Yes yes, I know, I'm pure evil. You don't have to inform me.

Anyways.... Valentine's day was good. Great actually. Xavier got me the most gorgeous gold locket, I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH! He also got me candy, and some fake roses in a pretty vase (he wanted to get me real ones but he was in the hospital with the flu the whole week until valentine's day). I got him a giant teddy bear, I baked him a cake (which everyone said was delicious btw, I made it all from scratch, even the whipped cream that was the icing ¢¾) I also made him a picture frame, it's wicked cool. I wish I could show you all.

I got a new hair cut, it's pretty awesome, I look simply marvelous. Quite adowable in fact. <3 I'll put a pic up sometime soon.

It'll be me and xavier's 4 months on the 28th, (YAY!!!) but first his stupid crazy ex is coming back from the crazy house in florida. Seriously, she was sent to a crazy house. Cause she's a wicked whore and a total shady spazzster.... Yuck. Lucky for him he's dating someone who's actually quite stable. But I'm not all that great. The best part is that even according to Xavier, she's no match for me. Hehe. But I will say this, if she does anything to piss me off, anything at all, I'll have her back into that crazy house quicker than you can say, "Fuck you". And that's pretty damn fast darlings. hehe. =3

Umm.... My doggie died a couple weeks ago... I miss him a lot.... Like a lot a lot.... I think I keep seeing him and hearing him but I'm not... But he's in heaven and he went without pain so that's good.

Well, I better be going... My dad will be home in a couple and I have to get ready to go pick up Xavier. Hehe. Later alligators!!!! Love love love love love!
~Hailee ¢¾
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