Tuesday, September 11, 2007

9/11/01
Today is September 11th 2007. It's been six years since 3 planes were hijacked and crashed into the World Trade Centers, The Pentagon and a field in Pennsylvania. 2,974 innocent people were killed. Not including the 19 hijackers. But I wouldn't call them innocent. Many of the firefighters that survived are now suffering from respirtory problems and cancer.

I'm putting this up as a memorial to those who died in the 9/11 attacks and all the soldiers. All the families and friends. The fire fighters and policemen. To everyone. Because we all suffered. This horrible tragedy shows us to appreciate what we've got because you never know when it will be gone. Go tell your parents and your siblings and everyone you know that you love them and that your happy you've got them because there are many people now, that don't. Pray you guys. Everyone needs it.






















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Monday, September 10, 2007

   Blah
Hiiiii guys XD Waz up? Meh is bored. It's raining out and it's chilly and cold....

I had dinner earlier. It was good, spaghetti and meatballs! Mmmmm-mmm. Nate was funny today. He had a huge rip in his pants. Right on his right butt-cheek XD I started throwing stuff at it lol.

I love this song... It's called Bubbly. But it makes me sad too.... For obvious reasons.



Bye.
~Hailee
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Sunday, September 9, 2007

   Hiiiii..... <-NATE!!!
Hi ya'll.... Still feeling sad. But im better then before. Hanging w/ friends a good remedy... But also tlaking to him can be weird. But its alright i guess. I went to a huge festival at my old school staurday and friday. it was great! I saw all my old buddies from 7th grade and my teachers too =P

Nate put a new picture up. Hehehe. He looks better in this one. But you still cant see his face.... XD awww nate. I threw a grape at his head on friday. it just bounced right off XD he was like "what the fuck? mother fucker..." I dont think he knew it was me XD lol!
~Hailee

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Number Are You?

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

No nate,,,,,
I didn't hang w/ my nate today... meh is sad..... I had to eat lunch w/ middle schoolers.... T^T so no nate..... I miss him. He's my happy pill, my personal sunshine, my little buggy of doom..... He takes my jazzy blues away....

Nate is my sunshine,
My only sunshine,
He makes me happy,
When I am gray,
You'll never know just,
How much I love you,
Please don't take my sunshine away.

lol.... =P Cliff hanger... hanging from a cliff.

Talked to someone a while ago. its always... "call me back" sigh. we talked. i said i was sorry. still no "sorry" from him. He said some stuff.... Not gonna talk about it on here.... I want to believe him.... I want to believe him so bad.... But i dont know. I don't know. God... I love that kid... and I hate myself for not being able to let go..... I want to shoot myself.... I don't know how much more of this I can take.....

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

...... Bye.
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

   My NEW Obsession <- Nate!
Sooo I started HIGH SCHOOL!!!! YAY!!!! Today was my first day. It was great I have some awesome teachers. They're were some nice kids too ^-^ SO ne way... onto the boys =P Some totally awesome adorable almost-emo kids lol But my ALL TIME FAVORITE, Nate Patterson. My love. HE. IS. AMAZING.

Beautiful blue eyes, perfect medium length brown hair.... these little freckles on his face under his eyes and across the bridge of his nose... And his ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE TEXAS ACCENT. Oh. My. God. Its SOOOOOOO cute!!!! Its not too strong but you can tell. HE was so funny today... He forgot who I am. Appearently because I look a lot different.
He goes.... "HI! I'm Nate! The loud crazy one!" and I say "Yeah, I know you ^-^"

"What? O.O You do?"

"yeah. Remember? I shadowed here, with Jessica last year."

"Oh yeah! I remember now!!! I was so confused... Cause you came for one day and I never saw you again....."

"Well it was just a one day thing, you know?"

"yeah, I'm glad you told me what shadowing is... cause I was just like... 'Shadowing'?"

"haha!"

Then.... He was so funny... He laughed at me cause I didnt know you could chew gum in school... and I was like, Shut up Nate =P. Then he was freaking out because he stole chocolate mile from the cafe' but appearently it was 1% milk.... He was like "I SWEAR THIS WAS CHOCOLATE WHEN I STOLE IT!!!!! O.o" Soooooo funny!

Then at the end of the day, I was chillin out front waiting for the buses to leave so i could go home, and then I see a group of girls and him running up behind them... I figured he was running to them but... NO! He went right by and came up to me! He has this BIG smile on his face and he goes, "Whenever you see me you have to say, 'Peace!'" And he gives me the peace sign. So I smile and go, "Peace!" and give him the peace sign back and he just laughes and says "good!" and runs off to the bus... flailing his amrs around going "WAIT FOR MEEE!!!!" hahahahaha!!! I love you, Nate!!!
~Hailee

PS im gonna ask him to homecoming next month =P (as friends of course ^-~)

PSS oh yeh, I was tagged again...

1. I love Nate.
2. I love to play the Harvest Moon games ^-^
3. I wish I could be in Halo
4. I'm in ALL honors classes and I'm a year ahead in science.
5. My sister has pink-orange hair
6. I want to go as something risqué for halloween =P
7. I can be extremely dominant (hehe) and very possessive
8. I'm technically not allowed to date till I'm 16, but i know that isnt gonna last through this year.
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Sunday, August 26, 2007

   I've been.... TAGGED!
Lol 8 random facts.

1. I've been cheated on ins 2 out of 3 relationships.

2. I like to say "Hoo hoo" Instead of "pee pee" Or whatever slang you use for female genitals.... XD

3. I love lip gloss... Especially vanilla flavored.

4. I suffer from a severely broken heart.

5. 2 of my friends are color blind.

6. I want to get "Your name here" tattooed on my ass. Not really... I just thought it would be funny.

7. I bite my nails.

8. I have EXTREMELY low self-esteem... and I apologize CONSTANTLY for stupids things... SOme I didnt even do.

I tag... InuSessyYaoiGirl and Emmy (Miss tickles =P hahaha jk)and thats all i have to tag... I guess.
~Hailee

PS 10 dollars and life-long servatude to anyone that can fix my broken heart problem.
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