Monday, August 20, 2007

   Hiiii folks
Hiiiii everyone =P
What's up?
I decided to try a different way of writing...
Since so many people have starting writing like this, i figured i would give it a try.
I bet it's easier to read too. ^-^
Sooo anyway.... I went to emmy's house a couple days ago.
Twas fun ^-^ I stayed till like, 6...
She did this... closet Snape thing... It made me laugh.
Wicked hard.
I don't think I've laughed that hard since....
Middle to end of July.... and I haven't laughed much since.
Been crying a lot lately... I feel pretty depressed.
Maybe cause it's getting closer to that time of the month >.< But not for another week or so...
I think it's because of what happened.
I feel so confused...
About it all. I just wish it could have never happened.
I'm sure I'll be fine in another month or two.... but what until then?
I want to talk to someone so bad... but i dont know who.... I want to ask my boyfriend for advice.
He's always so good for those kind of things. Even tho... he tends to be cold.
I'm not sure if he even likes me.... I dont know about anything anymore.
I asked God to help me... More like begged him.
I'm sick of feeling this way... of feeling so torn in half.
Hopefully he answer's my prayer.
~Hailee
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Friday, August 17, 2007

   WHOOT!

You scored as Punk, You may think you are hardcore, and you may be, but dont start making threats and talk about how bad you are until you prove yourself. Punk 90% Goth 70% Popular 60% Goodie Goodie 50% Outcast 50% Bully 40% Blonde/ditz 40% Rich Kid 40% Average 40% Player/Slut 30% Jock 20% Wanna-be/Posser 0% Druggy 0% Preps 0% What School Label Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Goth, Goth 75% Emo 63% Skater 42% Redneck 21% Prep 8% Wigger/Gangsta 0% What's you high school "label"?? created with QuizFarm.com

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   Blaaaah
Didnt do much yesterday... went to the mall... walked around... got an ice cream... got checked out by a really ugly 15 year old kid... >.< ewww... he thought he was wicked cool too... and i got checked out buy like two 13/14 year olds.... ew again. Ummm not doing much today i think... gonna see if i can have some friends over... like emily and olivia. I'll probably talk to my bf for a while too... Gotta pick my mom up from work today at like 2. Cause we have her car lol Then hopefully we can get some food... I havent eaten today so i'm really hungry. A nice juicy bacon cheeseburger would be heaven right now. Then we have to go look for glasses for my dad... his broke... he was playing with the dog and since it's a boxer... he's pretty strong.. musta hit my dad in the face lol. Oh well. Suppose I should go now. Talk to you all later.
~Hailee
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   Bored now.
Lol i went to Uno's last night w/ my mom. We just hung out for a while and tried to firgured out wether to get our own 2 meals and no appatizer or.... share a pizza and get the appatizer... we went w/ the pizza.... It was very interesting. So we ate and we were going to go to the movies, but, we were like 5 minutes late so we went to the mall instead. We went to JC Penny's to get a tacky purse for one of my mom's employee's birthday. And she loves tacky things so we got her something really tacky XD And my mom got two pretty neat looking braclets for herself. Then we went to Hot Topic and both of us almost threw up cause their putting in ANOTHER abercrombie & fitch RIGHT NEXT TO HOT TOPIC. GREAT! THAT'S JUST EFFING GREAT! NOW I HAVE TO LOOK AT THOSE SLUTS CONSTANTLY! AGH! Well... at least I get to make funny faces at them... I hate preps.... But yeah. so i bought a nice skirt and we went home. lol Yay. But my mom had to work today so she took her cell w/ her... that means i cant talk to james.... T^T
~Hailee
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Monday, August 13, 2007

   Some Dane Cook to help Emmy cheer up ^-^





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   The meteor shower was sooo pretty!!!!
SO the meteor shower last night was really cool. It wasn't very buggy so that was good ^-^ But the only thing that really sucked is that he didn't watch it with me... But he had a good reason. Something happened with his family. So he couldn't come. I'm not sure what happened yet but, hopefully I'll find out today. It was so beautiful tho... There was this one HUGE star that just flew by. It was so beautiful. It was really amazing one of those, you-had-to-be-there kind of moments. I just wish he could have ssen it, you know?

I'm going to my high school today to get all registered and stuff. My mom decided "Oh hey, why not just wait till 2 weeks before school starts to get you all signed up for school!" That's real great. Well obviously she didn't say that. That's a complete dramatization lol. Thats pretty much what she's doing tho. So hopefully all goes well.

Then I'm gonna go see Hairspray ^-^ YAY! I've been dying to see that movie! I really hope it's good. I'm not sure what else I'll do today. I'll definately try to talk to my bf. I'm so worried about him... Even tho he told me not to worry... Agh... He should know that that NEVER works! Why is it EVERY guy I know decides not to tell me about anything important such as family issues or being in a car accident and getting seriously injured?! Or how about going to the hospital for dehydration?! Dont you think this is something your gf/ best friend should know?! Appearently they do but, they always say "I didn't want to worry you..." But I get worried anyways.... They should just tell me when it happens... It's easier to know... >.< Men... I don't get them. Oh well. I just hope everything's okay...
~Hailee
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

   Lol!
I just looked outside my window and there's a geek squad car over at my rich nextdoor neighbor's house. I love that little car ^-^ almost as much as I love my boyfriend ^///^ I'm so happy we're back together! There's gonna be a big meteor shower tonight and we're gonna watch it together, how romantic lol XD My dad's all, "Whyyyy? What can't you just be friends???" I think it's wicked funny how frustrated he gets lol. I'm just nervous about my mom... She always liked James but after we broke up cause I was so sad... she doesn't like him that much anymore. But I'm sure she'll get over it. And then there's my brother Charlie... But I'm sure he won't be too bad. My sister's definately a worry.... and then's there's Ryan my other big brother lol Who I don't think even knew me and James broke up in the first place lol XD Cause he's in the air force and all so we dont see him that much.

All my friends are fine with it (thank god) and he seems to be getting a lot better. He makes me laugh so hard sometimes. My favorite is when he flirts wih me. Too funny. He's just like .... Well... I'll try to portray it for you... Pretend your me (ewww... nasty thought, huh?) and your say... drawing a picture. He sits next to you all nonchalantly and leans over so his head is next to yours and says "Whatcha doin?" and you say, "Drawing a picture..." His response would be... "What kind of picture? ^_~" And that's his kind of flirting XD Like the other day... I said we still needed to play chess together (we had planned to do that a while ago) and he goes... "What kind of chess? ^_~" See what I mean? lol I love it. And I love him ^-^ YAY!
~Hailee


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Saturday, August 11, 2007

   Vincent ^_^
Waaah.... so sad... my pocket emo wont show up.... His names was vincent ^ ^ And he is da bestest lol Maybe I should talk about vincent... lol just for fun and all... ANd in case I write a story about him.

Vincent A. Lansing (his full name lol)

age: 16

height: 5' 3"

weight: He'll kill me if I tell you... I can see him with his razor blade already lol

Eye color: blue (but he wear's contacts that make his eyes change colors, he has one for each day of the week)

Hair color: Was originally brown but, he died it black and put a red streak in it.

Hobbies: He likes to play beach volleyball and he likes to ice skate. He likes to eat candy, cookies and any other kind of sweet food, he throws rocks at people that stare at him too long (especially if they have an abercrombie & fitch bag with them), he likes being silly, he likes to listen to music, write, draw and read. He likes to make computer's explode (especially the ones in his school), he likes to shop and ride the mini carosels in the mall, he has a very large collection of shoe laces, he draws smiley faces on various parts of his body (no where perverted though), he likes to pretend he is hard-core emo but he really sucks at it.

Dislikes: smelly things (like gym socks), when he drops his ice cream, cats, when people sit on his bed without asking, when his dog eats his underwear, school, preppies, when people stare, marring his "perfect and beautiful" face, needles, the dark, Barney, clowns, when his smiley faces wash off, when he burns his scalp from dying his hair, spiders, when his sister leaves her clothes lying around (although he has a habit of stealing her jeans), and when his pencil tip breaks.

He's secretly OCD about some things, like when he drinks soda the tab always has to be stand straight up. If the tab isn't straight or it breaks off, he won't drink the soda.

I need to come up with more about vincent.... i'll see what i can do lol.
~Hailee
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Friday, August 10, 2007

....
I need to apologize to some people.... Though I highly doubt they'll believe me... Because I am probably the biggest piece of shit on this planet.... Even my fucking family hates me. I fly off the handle when I'm upset and I really need to learn to control that.... It gets me in a lot of trouble. Especially when I throw fits in public places. Cause then I feel the the most retarded person on the planet and I probably am. I mean look at me! I'm so fucking stupid.... I make a piece of turd look good. I'm the most fucking inconsiderate person in the fucking world and I should be shot in the head.... Shot in the head for every fucking time I've been a bitch and given someone grief. SO to the two people I've been the worst to (you guys know who you are) I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I should have just backed off and shut my mouth. Instead I had to act all big and tough like I'm wicked cool.... But I'm not. I'm stupid. I should go get run over by a 16 wheeler and die. So I'm sorry. I know you won't believe me and I honestly deserve it this time.... So there it is. I'm sorry.
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

   Blaaah
Hello folks. What's up? not sure what to post about. I guess i'm just posting for the sake of posting lol. I'm soooo bored. I wish there was something to do today but nope.
~Hailee
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