Thursday, June 28, 2007

   Heyos!
Hi guys ^ ^ I went to the beach yesterday with my friends ^ ^ It was the first time I've been to a beach in years! It was pretty fun ^ ^ Except the ride there was long and hot.... Since it was so freaking sweltering out. Agggggh.... But anyways. We went swimming in the ice cold freezing water. And caught a crab and then got attacked by baby srimp that lived in the sea weed. It was nasty. I thought there would be nothing in the sea weed when I picked it up. (I was gonna throw it at one of my friends)But then something started squirming against my fingers and i looked down and freaked out and chucked it away from me. I didn't know what it was so I got freaked out.... I thought it was maggots >.< And then we walked basically the entire beach to get to the tide pools in these huge rocks on the other side lol It was pretty cool up there except I was always like 20 feet behind everyone in the rocks because 1) I didn't want to get hurt, the rocks were slippery and hot and there were barnicals EVERYWHERE and 2) I stopped to look in like every tide pool. It was pretty cool ^ ^ And then on the way back we walked along this little ocean river thing made by the high tide. So the water was pretty deep even though it was still low tide and evetually we got so tired we laid down in the water and just sat there for like 20 minutes. It was heaven. Oh you have no idea how good it felt. Man it was great. Anyways >.< we finally got back and we ate lunch and made my friends into sand mermaids and stuff. So that was fun.... And then there was this mass on the beach we were forced to go to.... My friend's parents are quite.... religious. XP But anyway, my friend's awesome big sister Cory and I hung out the entire time during the mass so that was cool. We couldn't hear a word the guys were saying so we just pretended to follow along and stuff lol And we were gonna jump into the water and drown ourselves cause we got so bored but we didn't... And then there was this huge boat like 7 miles off the beach and we said we were gonna swim out to it. And then I went "what if it were filled with hot emo boys? Then it would totally be worth it" And she goes all googly eyes and is like "Don't say that, now i want to go! But if we swim out it'll probably end up being filled with old smelly fat sailor fisherman guys." And i was like " yeah." So then time came for the eucharist thing and we couldn't recive with our hands lol so we had to do the old lady thing where you just open your mouth and stick your tongue out. So i was joking about that the entire time. I was sticking my tongue out way to far and then barely enough but the best was when I started making like little moaning noises and it was pretty funny cause we all knew the priest would totally try to molest me if I actually did that lol. But I said i really hoped i didn't get nasty priest fingers in my mouth and sure enough.... i did. ewwww. But then towards the end it started thundering and lightning out so that was awesome cause they ended it early. And then we got ice cream and came home. And me and her sister looked at my friend Jazz's picture and I showed her his friend's cause i told her she couldn't have Jazz (lol she said she wouldn't anyway) but she could have his friends lol. And she loved them. She wants them both >.< but that's okay i guess lol So anyway. That was my day yesterday =P pretty fun lol
~Hailee
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

   Hi!
HI! What's up folks? Dunno what to write about lol.... Pretty bored lately...... Ummmm

My boyfriend Will is kinda being a loser.... He calls me and like never says anything.... He's so out of it..... But that's not that bad... He swore at me a couple times and frankly that really pisses me off.... And I'm not gonna take that. So I got pretty pissed and yelled at him but if he keeps doing it, I'm totally gonna break up with him. because someone that has the nerve to swear at their girlfriend or boyfriend is a loser. He's really immature too and he thinks he's really big and tough and can pick a fight with anyone. I don't know.... I guess I'll stay with him for a little while.... but Oh well.

Jazz is is North Carolina (i'm pretty sure) and he's gone for a week T^T I really miss him but I'm glad he's off having fun ^ ^ That's what I want for him, even though it sucks not having him to talk to for a while... I feel really pissed off at my family. They all hate him. Everyone. If I talk to my brother or sister about him they just roll their eyes and put him down..... It makes me so mad. I don't even bring it up with my parents. I already know how they feel... they made that clear. I'm not even allowed to talk to him but I still email him anyway. Because he's too special to me to cut it all off. I really love him and he's always been there for me and to protect me. My mom says when I'm sixteen I can talk to him again, It's two years from now but two years is better then never ^ ^ But it still really sucks.... I wish they had just given him a chance. I'm so in love with him.... And I really truely hope it works out.

I've always worried about what my parents will think or what everyone will think (for the most part) and it stopped me from doing certain things (not bad things mind you) and liking certain things (more like I hid the fact i really did like that thing from everyone) and it really bummed me out. It's like that with Jazz. I have to act like I don't talk to him anymore or that I never think about him anymore and that I don't care about him anymore.... And I still do. It's so hard to go alone with any of those things because I know they aren't true and it's not the way I really feel. And then with the way he looks..... I like it in all honesty. Sometimes I wish he wouldn't have so many peircings.... and less or no tattoos.... well maybe one or two is okay (i want one =P) But i know the way my dad feels about these things... He HATES them. And I don't want him to hate my boyfriend and to feel uncomfortable around him. But at the same time, it's my life, not his. It's my decision, not his. And he can't say "no" to Jazz when I'm 18, or 17, or 16 or whatever because then I can talk to him again and when I'm 18 and out of the house, I can be with him. And no one can do anything about it. I don't want to make him unhappy but it's my life so I'll date who I want. What do you guys think?
~Hailee

PS sorry this was such a depressing long stupid post lol

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

   AGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST WALKED IN ON MY BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know WHAT THE HECK they were doing but I know i'm scarred for life.... and That I shouldn't have been there when I was...... >.< Aghhhhhhh my eyes...... I'm so ashamed of myself...... oh I'm so sorry... I must apologize later....

So anyway... I went to my friend's house yesterday....... It was pretty fun ^ ^ We called up Jazz and I got to talk to him for like, hours lol, We hung up at 3:40-ish I think.... I love that boy ^ ^ I love him so much ^ ^ He said he's gonna visit me this summer too ^ ^ Which makes me happy. BUT, he got into a car accident (right?) and didn't tell me. SO basically he was in the hospital for 3 days I think and he's out now.... He has a broken arm, 3 bruised ribs, a dislocated shoulder and a stage 2 concussion. So basically he was in a coma for 2 days..... I was almost in tears when I found out... I was so worried.... Even though he was out of the hospital when I found out.... He said he didn't want to worry me so he didn't say anything.... It makes me upset but I guess it's nice of him to want to protect me. ^ ^ So I won't hit him TOO hard when he visits =P (jk baby, I would never hit you)

Sooo ummmmm We went to a really fancy resturant yesterday and I had sushi ^ ^ SOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!! Yum =P Soooo anyway... I gotta go but I'll post again soon =P
~Hailee
PS My friend Yanni has an Otaku account now too ^ ^ Her name is DarkBleedingSkull..... She wanted it to be creepy but she really isn't creepy at all.... She's really.... Ummm... very cheerful and happy actually ^ ^ She just likes dark things lol.....
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

   Hey ya'll
Well I think some stuff happened a couple of days ago but I don't really remember it anymore >.< Dumb memory. I feel really depressed lately. (What's new?) I'm gonna sound emo and that this isn't true but I'm seriously not over-exaggerating . But everynight for the last two weeks I've cried. Except for two days, cause my friend came over and I thought I was gonna cry but I held it in. And one night that my dad's band played at a bar and I went to see them and it ended at like, 1 in the morning... So I was wicked tired and passed out as soon as I got home. LOl That was THE. NICEST. NIGHT. EVER. Better then ANYTHING. I loved just passing out as soon as I hit that fluffy beautiful nice cold pillow of mine. Mmmmmhmmmm. So anyway. I'm gonna call up my friend Beau tomorrow and ask for a number.... A guy in my class, Jamie, whom I hung out with all the time is the one i want to talk to =P I heard he called a girl in class and asked for my number so i figured I get his and invite him over sometime.

My boy Will called me today =P SO GREAT! He is so goofy though ^ ^ But he was really nice. We talked for an hour (3:08 to 4:34) and then he had to go but he called me back at 4:47 and then he had to go AGAIN so he called me back at 5:17 and then.... we kinda got into a little tiff...... But i did what I thought was right but I still kinda feel like a dick. So if he calls me tomorrow, I'll apologize.

My dad's concert was pretty freakin awesome. He played a bunch of songs from this old band called XTC. They were pretty weird but some of them rocked. He was talking to the guy that did all the sound and the guy reminded me of one of the singers from System Of A Down. He had a really long thick orange beard and he was bald. I dont remember if he had any peircings or not... I know my dad has this stict "NO PEIRCINGS!" policy... but he seemed to really like this guy. He said the guy was really impressed with them ^ ^ and that he was going to tour europe or something with his band.... But it made me really happy to see my dad so happy ^ ^ I haven't seen him smile that much in a really long time....

Ummmm lemme think.... I might go strawberry picking with my cousin and his girlfriend tomorrow, which should be fun. I've never been strawberry picking before ^ ^ Maybe i can make some jam or something nice for Will and all my friends. It was my brother's girlfriend Jean's birthday on the 21st so i got her a a bobble-head monkey picture frame so she could put my brother's picture in it lol. The two of them went to this wicked nice hotel in Maine called the Cliff House. I haven't been there in years.... But i remember it was really nice.... But the two went ALONE. TO A FANCY HOTEL. It's kinda obvious what they did hehehehe...... *wink wink nudge nudge* lol.... so anyway.....

I hope you all have fun and a good couple of days lol.... Until then~!
~Hailee
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

   Heyo
Hey guys =P I got a letter from Will today ^ ^ I was so hyper when I got it.... I thought it wasn't in there at first so I was all bummed out and then I saw it and was like, "OH YAY!!!! MY LETTER'S HERE!!!!" So I ran up to my room and opened it... and he drew me a picture lol.... And his letter was on the dirty side lol but that's okay XD it was cute lol And he gave me pictue of him and his friend... It is the goofiest picture ever but it's okay cause it's cute lol But anyway..... He's getting a cell in a day or two. Yay ^ ^ and..... ummm..... Jazz is coming down in a month or so. So that's cool.... ummm And that's pretty much it....
~Hailee

PS I got my Draco wand!!!! YAY! NOW ALL I NEED IS THE SCARF!
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   OMG
I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED.... SO HARD.... IN MY LIFE!!!! OMG! IF YOUR IN A BAD MOOOD THESE WILL CHEER YOU RIGHT UP! LOLZ!!!!!!!!!





Im WICKED sorry if these offended anybody >.< i just thought they were hysterical. And i'm so glad i didnt see any of this at the convention i went to >.< lol...
~Hailee

PS May your dreams be haunted forever lol. JK JK JK
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Sunday, June 17, 2007

   Woah lolz
Well today is father's day =P and it's also my mom's birthday ^ ^ so happy birthday to mom and happy father's day to dad =P Also happy father's day to all my male friends because one day they will all be daddy's too =P (poor souls)

So anyway.... It's pretty THE most UNEVENTFUL summer EVER... blarg.... I need to hang out with some friends.... call some people ^ ~..... make some money.... So I can buy a corset from Hot Topic =P and the matching skirt. AND THE 130 buck Draco doll I saw on harrypotter.com~! OOOOOHHH! Hehehe I have a Harry one some where..... Oh yeah. They have better ones of Harry in Newbury Comics at the solomon pond mall (this is for the people that live near me XD) so i should buy them both and make them yaoi =P hehehe

Oh yeah Livvy. The same Newbury Comics they have the gryffindor (sp?) scarves =P For your cosplay.

Ummm what else to talk about. Well my ex is a dick as usual.... My friends are good (they have their moments but mostly pretty good) Ummmmm yeah...... July is going to be THE hardest month ever. Cause it's when my grandpa got his stroke (he passed away in January) and it's when my ex asked me out. July 15th would have been a year. and what's scarier is that my grandpa got his stroke on the 17th, two days after i was asked out. Freaky isn't it?

Today was fun. I went to a cook out at my favorite aunt's place. I felt like a mom cause I watched my 3 little cousins and played with them the whole time. And two other kids that were pretty young. I had one 6 year old, a 5 year old, another 5 year old and two 8 (almost 9) year olds XD But god it was so much fun! We made a whirl pool in the hot tub by swimming around in circles, we played war in the pool, we played Peter Pan and Scooby Doo and I took them tadpole hunting. I wouldn't let them go in the water with me though because I didn't want them to get bit by anything or hurt so I told them they could watch and once their a little older I would take them out tadpole hunting again. Unfortunetly the place I was gonna go was way too weedy so my aunt said to go into another spot across the street. So I did and there were no tadpoles BUT there were A TON of snails. So i grabbed maybe 20 of those and me and my cousins all looked at them. They were actually really cool. I would have gone down to the weedy spot on my own but I had to watch the little ones >.< I hung out with one of my older cousins and his girlfriend (they both rock) and they invited me strawberry picking with them next week ^ ^ So that's cool. And I got myslef a babysitting gig with 2 of my cousins so I can make money that way ^ ^

Man, kids wipe you out >.<
~Hailee

PS here's the thing i want to buy from hot topic =P




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Friday, June 15, 2007

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

   Lolz Willum

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   Sad day
Well it's my ex boyfriend's (i hate saying ex.... I HATE IT! HATE IT!!! HATE IT!!!!!) birthday today. He is 17 today. *sigh* I have to send him his gifts... I don't know why I still care after all the mean things he's said to me. Why should i even give him gifts when he forgot MY birthday?! *sigh* I guess i just want to get his gifts out of my sight. God I loved that guy..... I still can't believe it's over.... *sigh* I miss him. The old times. The memories we had.... I just can't seem to get away from them. Everywhere I go it's always him.... my favorite pizza place, my porch, my bedroom, target, the color red, certain bands, superman, 6 flags..... everything..... Sigh.... there's no escaping him..... GO AWAY ALREADY JAMES! AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! (not you jazz, i know your name is james but i dont mean you XD) Sigh.... I got him a poster, flip flops (he loves flip flops...), a pretty rock from the science museum, a pretty rock my the woods in my back yard (also full of memories....), a t-shirt, astronaut ice cream and a hand written letter that i drew a picture for him on..... yep...... June 14th sucks ass....... *sigh* .... I hate relationships sometimes.....
~Hailee
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