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• xXHaileeRoseXx

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• 1993-04-16
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• Female
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• Boston, MA well not literally. But near it =3
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• 2006-03-25
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• ...... HOT TOPIC! Next year.... But until then, I work at my mom's day spa. X3
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• Hailee Rose

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• Quite intelligent, very nice, talented with art, writing and many other things. And several other "achievements" ;D That need not be listed here =3
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• Kindergarten, BITCH!
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• Yaoi and Death Note
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• To go to fashion design school, get married to Xavier and have his wittle babies <3 I also want to make a really good living and try to donate as much as I can to charities.
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• Art (both literature and drawing/painting/etc), football and baseball, GSA, studying, listening to some killer music, and chillaxin with my awesome friends, family and boyfriend.
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• Art, Football, School work (yeah, I'm IN honors and AP and I get ON honor roll. Bitches <3), Music, and being a really great person =3




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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

   Hi!
HI! What's up folks? Dunno what to write about lol.... Pretty bored lately...... Ummmm

My boyfriend Will is kinda being a loser.... He calls me and like never says anything.... He's so out of it..... But that's not that bad... He swore at me a couple times and frankly that really pisses me off.... And I'm not gonna take that. So I got pretty pissed and yelled at him but if he keeps doing it, I'm totally gonna break up with him. because someone that has the nerve to swear at their girlfriend or boyfriend is a loser. He's really immature too and he thinks he's really big and tough and can pick a fight with anyone. I don't know.... I guess I'll stay with him for a little while.... but Oh well.

Jazz is is North Carolina (i'm pretty sure) and he's gone for a week T^T I really miss him but I'm glad he's off having fun ^ ^ That's what I want for him, even though it sucks not having him to talk to for a while... I feel really pissed off at my family. They all hate him. Everyone. If I talk to my brother or sister about him they just roll their eyes and put him down..... It makes me so mad. I don't even bring it up with my parents. I already know how they feel... they made that clear. I'm not even allowed to talk to him but I still email him anyway. Because he's too special to me to cut it all off. I really love him and he's always been there for me and to protect me. My mom says when I'm sixteen I can talk to him again, It's two years from now but two years is better then never ^ ^ But it still really sucks.... I wish they had just given him a chance. I'm so in love with him.... And I really truely hope it works out.

I've always worried about what my parents will think or what everyone will think (for the most part) and it stopped me from doing certain things (not bad things mind you) and liking certain things (more like I hid the fact i really did like that thing from everyone) and it really bummed me out. It's like that with Jazz. I have to act like I don't talk to him anymore or that I never think about him anymore and that I don't care about him anymore.... And I still do. It's so hard to go alone with any of those things because I know they aren't true and it's not the way I really feel. And then with the way he looks..... I like it in all honesty. Sometimes I wish he wouldn't have so many peircings.... and less or no tattoos.... well maybe one or two is okay (i want one =P) But i know the way my dad feels about these things... He HATES them. And I don't want him to hate my boyfriend and to feel uncomfortable around him. But at the same time, it's my life, not his. It's my decision, not his. And he can't say "no" to Jazz when I'm 18, or 17, or 16 or whatever because then I can talk to him again and when I'm 18 and out of the house, I can be with him. And no one can do anything about it. I don't want to make him unhappy but it's my life so I'll date who I want. What do you guys think?
~Hailee

PS sorry this was such a depressing long stupid post lol
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