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myOtaku.com: Hanyou Gary


Tuesday, June 6, 2006

6/6/06, the worst day of my life.....
My internet is still busted, I didn't sleep all night, I woke up a 5:35 AM and now I am in total existential despair...

Manic depression has worked it's way back into my already crippled life, this year has been nothing but torment and unhappiness. From deaths of friends and family to the horrific experience of the week I mentionned in my previous post. I just recieved a devastating e-mail from someone I won't name for their sake and my life has gone from bad to a downward spiral into misery.

It shan't take you long to figure out why I'm unhappy, oh well, what's worse is that I'm gonna be expected to speak to no one about this(no one other than my therapist, of course) and be all bright and cheery around others...

Me and my big friggin' mouth and bloody people insisting on knowing everything. I knew my emotions would one day totally ruin my life, and they have.

So I've lost a father, friends and a love all in sixth months....
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