Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   4got to post so heres wut happened sunday... including my "adventure"
they didnt make me go to church (THANK GOSH!) so instead i went sun tanning while everyone was gone. i actualy got a pretty great tan !!!! (: (i cant stand being pale) then we all went out to eat and the food was pretty repulsive. then, when we got back i befriended 2 of the dogs. we played fetch and ran around and sadly when i sat down for a breather in the grass i sat next to an ant hole and got atacked. my mom kept bugging me to call my dad to wish him a happy fathers day but i refused after deciding that a reall dad would have never married that bitch (Dana). i really hate her and she seriously changed my dad (or at least that man i see every other weekend whom i use to refer to as dad). anyways, i had an interesting little adventure to tell you about. i was roaming in the woods and there was like this valley thing with a stream at the bottom and since im all about frogs and crap i wanted to go check it out. so i start down this huge , really steep hill and end up on this little ledge. as i try to think of a way down (it turned into this cliff thingy so i couldnt exactly walk down) the whole ledge turned into a land slide with me on top of it. i grabbed onto this little tree and managed to hold on but now i was stuck. i tried to climb out onto this vine afew feet away but it broke and i barely made it back to my tree of safety. then i started seeing a ton of huge spiders on this rock ledge i was standing next to and being an aracnaphobic it sent me into a panick attack trying to crawl up a tree that was no thicker than your wrist. finally i threw rocks at the spiders and managed to jump off my ledge onto slightly less steeper ground. then however i still wanted to get down to the stream but everything kept sliding so i started walking down on this tree that had falen over. suddenly the tree snapped so i grabbed onto this branch but it snapped and i fell straight down this cliff, midair, untill i landed on my back on another dead tree and i fell off that onto the rocks in the stream. it hurt really bad and absolutely ruined my shirt and got huge welts on my back. so anyhow i couldnt get back up so i just wandered down the stream and five minutes later it more officialy clicked in my head that id just fallen off a cliff and i started hyperventalating. 45 minutes down the stream the hill was alot less steep so i made it up but i was really freaked out and hurt. so theres my adventure. anyhow, after a long day of being extremely hyper active, i called mark and we talked for over two hours. thats the longest weve ever talked and we didnt have any awkward silences or anything. YAY! and now we're desperatly trying to plan an over-nighter when i get back cause we miss eachother so much but im thinking my mom would flip if i even asked so im not sure how thats gonna work. ill try though.
so thats all that happened sunday.
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

   random decision to search: bush sucks
because he does...


and lookee what i found!........


isnt that great.....


bye now


ps
bush sucks


bye now



pss
go kerry



bye now



psss
ha ha ha



bye now




pssss
i bet you thought i was gonna do another random ps thingy well im not gonna do it anymore so HA!....
wait a second...
damn it!




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   here comes another long boring post on alabama...
so last night i got some releif when i moved out of the room i shared with my mom yo my own room away from everyone in the basement. i stayed up late reading and managed to find a rock station to listen to. it was a whole lot better than sharing a bed with my mom.
today, a whole bunch of the family got together for this cookout/waterfight thingy. i stayed pretty anti-social by devouring afew chapters of my book every chance i got, only being interupted once to eat and afew other times by people who wanted to talk to me but i think they really only wanted to have a look at my black-from-head-to-toe outfit and hear the way i talk (very northern) maybe its something like how we go to the zoo to observe other speecies.
anyhow, i met this 18 year old girl, wich is as close to my age as they come, Jessie. she's a normie with a southern acsent, noy really the type youd normaly find in my croud, but we made plans to go shopping later this week. hey, im in the middle of nowhere and shes got a car, can you see why i might choose her as a bud for the week at least?
later this guy took me out on his fishing boat. it was soooo fast! i could barely keep my eyes open out of fear that id loose my contacts. sometimes i could barely catch my breath. however, after the first 10 minutes the excitement over the speed died down and the scenory became the same old thing: trees, trees , and more trees. it was a long, dull ride. however, i personaly made the whole thing worse when i started thinking about my boyfriend, mark. i couldnt help myself! all i could think was how great it would be if he were there. and then later, no matter what i did thats all i could think. i mean, for all the gilrs who might read this, picture you and the sweetest, cutest boyfriend youve ever had who by the way, got youre first kiss and a bit more if you know what i mean, roaming through the woods together alongside a stream. picture making out on top of a mountain with a spectacular view, picture holding hands as you look out over a lake in front of a beautiful pink sunset, or riding bikes side by side. well, ive done all of that... ALONE! the worst part is, though, that he could have come. my mom didnt care and his parents would have let him but that dumb ass HAD to have summer school. GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! i guess you could say im a little mad about that but then again, this whole trip is making me realize just how much i miss him. i didnt think id miss him at all but im dyeing to get back home just to see him... i guess this could be a good thing in a way cause it makes me appreciate him more... IT STILL SUCKS THOUGH!
oh well, thats all i have to say about alabama for now.
i need a shower, i think ill take one now. hopefully i dont have any visits from a spider this time.
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   so i had a run in with alabama bugs...
it started yesterday in the woods i guess, later i found a bunch of itchy bug bites all over me. then, i was taking a nice refreshing shower last night and guess who dropped by for a visit... i'll give you a hint, its the only bug that im truly afraid of... thats right, it was a nice big spider. that was the end of my shower to say the least. oh and i was thrilled to find a tick hitching a ride on my neck and having a grand old time digging into my skin today. well, you'll have to excuse me for a while as i scratch at a nice big bite in my arm, damn, these little buggers itch like insanity!
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Friday, June 17, 2005

   guess where i am... fudging alabama!
we drove here, thats right, DROVE! it was like a 16 hour drive and then we got lost because we're in the middle of no where. i swear the whole thing was taken straight out of the movie Wrong Turn except we, by some bit of luck, made the right turn.it was really freaky though cause it was dark and there were no street lights and like no one on thee road. i locked my door. lol.
anyways, im here now and it is pretty dull. i romed through the woods for a while, thats like all there is around here. i also got to drive an actual truck wich was SWEET! ive never drove before so that was pretty fun. then, after afew hours of boredom i got to ride a 4 wheeler and then drive it. that was cool too. however, i can garuntee that 99% of this 10 day long vacation will include me being bored out of my mind. oh well.
theres some insane similarities between my situation and one in a book i raed last summer. its called Surviving the Applewhites. it was a good book. anyhow, its about this punk/goth boy who gets stuck spending his summer with this family in the country that he doesnt know. they have a ton of land and the entire family lives in different little houses all over it. hes extremely bored and stays in this yucky purple room. guess what color my room is... PURPLE! besides the fact that hes a boy and in the end it turns out to be not so boring its exactly the same! i found that interesting. however, I am a dork, majorly.
today i got stuck in as tree that i randomly decided to climb. it was like straight up with only afew little branches but like 2 feet away from it was this really strong vine so i was like climbing both at the same time. i got really high and was doing fine ... untill i saw a spider. yeah, i flipped out. it was on the vine so i ley go but that meant that all my weight was on this tiny little twig thing so i tried to like wrap myself around the tree but ended up siding halfway down in slow motion and then i tried to knock the spider away with a leaf, that actualy worked but i was stuck so i jumped onto the vine and fell. i got really scratched up on my legs.

note to self: dont climb trees in shorts.

notice how long this post is. well thats because im so fricken bored and have nothing better to do so you better have read the whole thing or else this was a complete waste of time... not that it would be a good use of my time anyhow but still... HUMOR ME!
well, i suppose ill go try to find something to do. bye for now.

ps.
you should hear the way they talk down here! lol!
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Sunday, June 12, 2005

   vacation
in afew days im going to alabama for 10 days. its actualy going to be really dull. we wont even be on the coast. ): we're staying in the middle of nowhere with my moms OLD friends. that means :no friends, no mall, no sidewalk to skateboard on, no one my age, no anything fun. im so not looking forward to it. ewww.
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   dear any of my friends who may read this,
if youve heard any rumors about me that have anything to do with mark theyre probably true and dont be mad at me. i was stupid. i KNOW people are talking but seriously its nothing. if you havent heard then you dont need to so dont ask.

sorry
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   oh my gosh.... BOY ISSUES X5!
actually... even though im dying to go there...
i wont
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ok, seeing i have nothing better to babble about i suppose i will
ok, so i was mad at mark for being an insensitive jerk and then i found out that.....
oh nevermind
ive decided not to go there after all
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   boredom
boredom
boredom
boredom

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Thursday, June 9, 2005

   sooooooooooooooo
DONT BE FOOLED BY MY LITTLE HAPPY HEART THINGY! MARK IS PISSING ME OFF MAJORLY!
HE CAN BE SUCH A JERK!
SUCH AN INSENSITIVE, IMMATURE, FAGGISH LITTLE JERK!
(just had toget that out of me. dont ask.)
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