Saturday, June 18, 2005

   here comes another long boring post on alabama...
so last night i got some releif when i moved out of the room i shared with my mom yo my own room away from everyone in the basement. i stayed up late reading and managed to find a rock station to listen to. it was a whole lot better than sharing a bed with my mom.
today, a whole bunch of the family got together for this cookout/waterfight thingy. i stayed pretty anti-social by devouring afew chapters of my book every chance i got, only being interupted once to eat and afew other times by people who wanted to talk to me but i think they really only wanted to have a look at my black-from-head-to-toe outfit and hear the way i talk (very northern) maybe its something like how we go to the zoo to observe other speecies.
anyhow, i met this 18 year old girl, wich is as close to my age as they come, Jessie. she's a normie with a southern acsent, noy really the type youd normaly find in my croud, but we made plans to go shopping later this week. hey, im in the middle of nowhere and shes got a car, can you see why i might choose her as a bud for the week at least?
later this guy took me out on his fishing boat. it was soooo fast! i could barely keep my eyes open out of fear that id loose my contacts. sometimes i could barely catch my breath. however, after the first 10 minutes the excitement over the speed died down and the scenory became the same old thing: trees, trees , and more trees. it was a long, dull ride. however, i personaly made the whole thing worse when i started thinking about my boyfriend, mark. i couldnt help myself! all i could think was how great it would be if he were there. and then later, no matter what i did thats all i could think. i mean, for all the gilrs who might read this, picture you and the sweetest, cutest boyfriend youve ever had who by the way, got youre first kiss and a bit more if you know what i mean, roaming through the woods together alongside a stream. picture making out on top of a mountain with a spectacular view, picture holding hands as you look out over a lake in front of a beautiful pink sunset, or riding bikes side by side. well, ive done all of that... ALONE! the worst part is, though, that he could have come. my mom didnt care and his parents would have let him but that dumb ass HAD to have summer school. GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! i guess you could say im a little mad about that but then again, this whole trip is making me realize just how much i miss him. i didnt think id miss him at all but im dyeing to get back home just to see him... i guess this could be a good thing in a way cause it makes me appreciate him more... IT STILL SUCKS THOUGH!
oh well, thats all i have to say about alabama for now.
i need a shower, i think ill take one now. hopefully i dont have any visits from a spider this time.
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